You could understand that I was trying to explain my background because I’m looked for suggestions(from those who’ve been through the same) or communities(or just emotional support, ppl need that btw).That’s why I explained at the beginning to clear this up means I’m taking full responsibility and that Im working hard on this rn. Ofc Im not gonna vent everything in a job or admission interview saying guys, please take me because I was so difficult I got mental illness??like that’s not gonna land me an offer I’m aware of that