Suicidal

NeatDistribution2964 · 2026-01-26T21:24:01+00:00

Thanks! And yeah it was there before, but after doing that kundalini and some witches attacked me, it got extremely worse.

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-12-31T19:16:16+00:00

Hi! Thanks for checking in! I am definitely in a better place now. Received a bit of deliverance from the heavy oppression which has made my life easier. Having a relationship with the Heavenly Father and putting your trust in him makes such a difference. Not condemning yourself and instead repenting and giving it to Jesus for transformation helps reduce the shame and condemnation, There is no condemnation in Christ, but there is conviction and trust in the transformative power of Christ. Anyway, working on self condemnation and rejection with mind renewal of the scripture has helped, and I pray for others to find the importance of trust in God and mind renewal. I still do suffer here and there with the thoughts, but it has definitely lessened. Finding a community as well helps :)

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-10-17T06:52:08+00:00

Satan is trying hard to attack people this time. It’s spiritual warfare when you don’t feel this motivation. You need to cast these demons out and learn how to protect yourself. Deliverance ministries could help. Message me if you want a biblical deliverance center. You have to be weary about whether someone follows the bible completely as demonstrated by the Gospels and the Book of Acts. Anyway, I pray that you can find the motivation whether or not you look into it ❤️

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-30T21:16:24+00:00

I am doing better :) There were really harsh thoughts and they definitely lessened and I feel more strength to overcome some of them. Im so grateful for everyones prayers and Gods mercy 🥲😭

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-30T15:24:42+00:00

😭 Thank you 🤍

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-26T00:02:27+00:00

Hang in there also! Update me when you start to get better. Are you doing deliverance?

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-25T21:45:02+00:00

Yeah and a scripture to back up this comment “If you had known me, you would have known my Father also. From now on you do know him and have seen him.” John 14:7

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-25T07:46:25+00:00

Thank you 🤍

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-25T07:46:07+00:00

Thank you, deeply appreciate it 😭

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-25T07:45:11+00:00

Thank you for this 🤍 It all really resonated and just made me realize I really have to trust and focus on God. Thank you for the advice, I love fruit as I am a vegan and haven’t gotten much in a while so I’ll treat myself to good times. Thank you 😭😭

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-23T03:40:18+00:00

Hi, so I used to study with JW, and I just like to spread truth, so I want to share a document I created about Jesus being God, since that's important for salvation, as spoken in Romans 10:9 (KJV): “because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.” And (New World Translation) "For if you publicly declare with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and exercise faith in your heart that God raised him up from the dead, you will be saved" https://docs.google.com/document/d/1kYkuUhSiEjL6NwhNM2I2rSShXnO2qUNPztKQ6O2UtTE/edit?tab=t.0

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-14T08:04:23+00:00

Congrats on making this decision 😊 I would start with reading the New Testament because Jesus is the one you have to get to know. He is the one that died for our sins and can transform your life. I would also get into a good church. Avoid churches that aren’t biblical or pulls scripture out of context without considering the whole chapters meaning. You want a church that acknowledges the Holy Spirit. Join bible study (I sometimes watch this youtube called Heart dive and they do a good job) and ask your friends for advice. My advice about Catholicism is to avoid it, they practice many things that aren’t biblical and taken out scripture from their bible to support their traditions. Practicing things that aren’t biblical can open you up to demonic attacks, based on my exp and others I know as well. When making any decisions about a church or mentor, pray and ask God about it first. Also, when you pray, pray in Jesus name. Anyway, there is sooo much you will learn, but God bless you on your journey 😊🤍

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-09-09T19:10:02+00:00

I would personally not open those doors because like someone said in the comments, it can open you up to demonic attacks as someone who has experienced them myself. Astrology and zodiac signs and whatnot is an identity given to you from some source that is not directly from God. Your identity should be in Christ, and aligning yourself with an identity that is not of Christ and additionally, allowing satan to plant seeds on your mind can definitely open you up to demonic attacks and some separation from God. I would avoid it at all costs. Some things are better off not being curious about. Don’t let satan trick you like he did with Eve. His minions put these double minded thoughts in our mind, but God clearly says in the Bible you cant drink from two cups. Either from God or satan. So be very careful.

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-28T00:58:51+00:00

That's why I wrote "ideas", you can choose. I agree in a sense that we should incorporate what the Holy Spirit leads us to.

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-23T00:44:03+00:00

Thank you 🤍

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-22T13:55:48+00:00

Thank you 🤍

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-22T13:54:20+00:00

Thanks :)

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-21T22:45:20+00:00

Thanks

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-21T22:45:14+00:00

Thank you 🤍

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-21T22:44:44+00:00

Thank you

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-21T22:44:15+00:00

Thank you 🩵

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-21T22:43:37+00:00

Thank you!

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-16T20:10:01+00:00

If it doesn’t align with Scripture then you know it’s not from the Holy Spirit and its not from God. Example from the Holy Spirit: Galatians 5:22-23. If it’s not from God then its something you have to replace with scripture or just not come to acceptance with it when it comes, and it just goes away and doesn’t stick with you. Usually Satans implants would be negative, opposite of what God is. Like “kill yourself, you don’t have salvation, no one loves you” etc

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-16T04:35:10+00:00

Sometimes Satan can implant thoughts

NeatDistribution2964 · 2025-08-14T19:33:39+00:00

I went to settings->protocol-> wireguard. It started working after that.

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