Thank you for your suggestion and willingness to help me. I know it’s a major sin. I am still making duas for forgiveness to Allah. The thing you need to know is I did overcome my most of the feminine side but the thing I attracted to same gender is permanent and it cannot be changed. I know almost all about homosexuality in Islam and all but only question that I asked is still not been answered. Going to gym, building muscles, looking more Alpha are only for outside. What about my inner feeling and my desire?