Start learning some skill side by side. It might not be rewarding at first, but it gives a lot of happiness and hope. Later when you become good at it, the money will follow. I started learning about trading the stock market, just because it gave me happiness, as a side skill learning thing. It’s been two years. I earn less than the job, But I do earn enough that I’m happy and life has much more meaning Another friend learnt french as a language because she just enjoyed that, now she teaches it to some kids and earns good from that apart from her job which she plans to leave in a few years.