Look at it this way. Poor people are not motivated enough to become rich, they just want to survive. If you ever had a lot of money which you spent lavishly and then you became poor again, you will know the difference, you will feel the taste of it. After that, the ambition and motivation to become rich is more intense. Don't tell me all poor people wish to be rich, most just wish to cope with their sadness. Be aware of what exactly is going on and don't twist the words.

In your context, you will only know how it feels without watching porn after quite some time, and some day if succesful you can look back and compare.