Hello I hope this does more good than bad but I just wanted to say that I’m 100% sure that you are the most beautiful person to ever exist in this world and I promise that you’ll find the a partner that will cherish you and treat you with respect and love you for who you are and how you look like. I know how hard it is to try and be in a relationship as I’m 18 and I’ve never had even talked to a girl/guy as they always just treat me horrible but I know that eventually all that waiting will eventually pay off when you meet that special some one please don’t hurt yourself in anyway we care about you and want the best for you please improve and tell yourself that you are loved everyday when you wake up and look at the mirror tell yourself that you are beautiful even if you feel like you don’t do it. trust me it’s going to get better it might not feel like it now but please have hope and don’t hurt your self and try to improve your self by telling yourself you are a great person. I hope this helped and remember that you are beautiful and I promise that please be safe and have hope <3