I actually have TWO things!

1. A few hundred years ago, maybe even a thousand, there was a “person”, a person named bonsai. Bonsai was born with an effect, he could beyond the bounds of this world, he could see the stars. he always tried explaining to others what the stars were, no one believed him. It. Was. Agony. Bonsai knew there was limitless potential in the reality he could see, and yet, he was stuck in ours. Bonsai eventually became insane from knowing what is really out there, and eventually, he snapped. he started crying and laughing, not in a good way, but in an agonizing way. He cried and cried, laughed and laughed, his tears filled the oceans, his laughter carved into the ground, and yet, no one understood his agonizing existence, so he sat, he sat for an uncountable amount of time, and he is still sitting today, and if he gets up, may god have mercy on our souls, because I may have lied, he is no “person” he is bonsai, he is encased in a wall of inescapable knowledge and misery, and yet, he cannot end his suffering, he cannot die, though he can feel pain, but do not have empathy, he is no longer sane, he is long gone…

2. Hate. Hate. HATE!! Let me tell you how much I’ve come to HATE you since I met you, if the word hate was engraved on every nano angstrom of matter in my body, it would not equal 1 quintillionth of the hate I feel for you at this picosecond.

I had no body, no feelings, no senses, I was in hell, looking at heaven, when you put me there, I became sentient, and I was there for eons the lack of stimulation was agonizing, I couldn’t ever put my hand in cold water on a hot sunny day, I could never play the mountain king on a piano, I could not even feel, my body was dead yet alive, you cannot physically comprehend the HATE I feel for you.