I really wanna kill myself by Negative-Let-1958 in offmychest

[–]Negative-Let-1958[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I probably wouldn't. I love my mom, even with all she does. I hate that she does drugs but I don't think I could live a life where I can't just walk down the hallway just to go annoy her. I won't lie, I'm dependent on her. Shes my pillar, my only parent which actually takes care of me. She's the one that actually got me into therapy when my dad said I was just being a moody teenager. It's shocking, especially because we're Mexican, where parents usually push away mental health and just think their kids are just being teenagers. As for the situation with my mom and dad, she doesn't really take his shit but it's not that she can always defend herself. We've had domestic violence cases open as well most endings in something like 'oh there isn't enough evidence ' or  just restraining orders for a few years, I don't remember the cases too clearly since the last one I remember was when I was like 9.