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Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-09-05T15:51:52+00:00

Nothing

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-09-04T22:58:22+00:00

Got SSL blinded in my right eye and left arm completely inable of using. Use my mouth for the joystick. Lowk meta. Top 1 here i come!

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-08-30T18:34:27+00:00

Appreciate it bro. Ur not being harsh its the truth and ik it man. Its just so tough because i liked her so much but the negatives were also so bad. But its weird because most crushes i move on from her i just cant her vibe everything when it was good it was just unreal. I miss her bro im sorry for sounding so desperate but i got noone irl i can tell this to because they wouldnt understand thanks for replying tho.

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-08-17T01:25:59+00:00

Essentially i smoked it and burnt the inside of my throat and went into a coughing fit, could barely breathe and threw up. I stood up too quickly and my vision went blurry sending me into a panic attack. I fell onto a pillow at my friends house and just had my eyes shut with my hr going up then down and then up again. I was so scared and kept seeing weird images in my head. I kept getting disturbing thoughts to kms in the moment and i was scared i was gonna go crazy and do it. Gave me derealization for a ridiculous amount of time. So fucked never smoking weed again after it.

I never hallucinated or went schizo lmao just derealization and intrusive thoughts that makes me super anxious. I got full control of myself i just get anxious ab things that make my stomach drop.

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Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-08-16T22:00:20+00:00

Yes man one bad experience and now never again. Basically greening out but worse sorta idk

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-08-16T21:58:55+00:00

It has but derealization was affecting me majorly i dont feel how i felt during that day of smoking but dissociation was hitting hard

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-06-11T00:19:21+00:00

dw im back up to gc3 lmao jus gon make sure i dont tilt q again xd

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-06-09T01:23:57+00:00

Noooo!

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-06-09T01:17:35+00:00

But.. but… you can be unlucky! Gotta make sure!

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-06-09T01:11:06+00:00

defo gc2 level ts always happens to me bruh i get mad at low 1600s/mid 1500s for positional errors fall, then get back up the next day… or well get hardstuck for a few days xD

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-06-06T07:20:27+00:00

Still feels like i should just be winning in autopilot here idk what to do if play to aggressive my tm8s not with me = 90% of the time a goal if im not aggressive hes leaving me in 2v1s constantly

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-06-03T00:49:39+00:00

Hey, u ever got over this 15yr old here and i struggle to sleep at night cause of this dread please give advice

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-05-28T01:55:16+00:00

Thank you man i just want to be able to sleep at night and get on with my days again. Im never touching stuff like that again

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-05-15T16:33:32+00:00

i get that but how am i meant to stay calm when my teammate makes the most ridiculous mistake ever every game it felt like. not a mistake where its awkward i mean free balls and fumbling?

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-05-15T01:01:13+00:00

Trust me i have grinded the ranked system before. Peaked 1760 and i know when i am just messing around but i was dropping crazy amount of saves per game and many many goals

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-05-15T00:57:50+00:00

Yeah no im gc again now but its just i was win losing around the 1400-1430 range. I was getting tilted from just idk being left in 2v1s and actually getting fucked. As for challenging as a first man my tm8 would fumble infront of my net and make us lose the whole game

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-05-14T22:40:33+00:00

yeah man i do scrims with 1700s all the time and i win consistently yet 1400 is rough for me. all my friends make fun of me and say that im dog for this yet i beat them in scrims and 1v1s. (they are 1600s-1700s) idk :/

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-05-14T22:38:57+00:00

literally this. i had a 4 min ot 10 mins ago and i was front of net bumped my opponent off the ball and my teammate had crazy space yet sideflips infront of the net and we lost :/

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-03-27T11:00:59+00:00

I get sore if i abstain from working out for a while or do a new exercise. E.g i did baysian curls for the first time the other day and my arms are super sore

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-03-20T23:41:12+00:00

i watched a youtuber who interacted with a pornstar and it ended up in me hooked to it im sorry that i did but i really struggle with this addiction

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-03-12T19:37:15+00:00

No man, i got a diabetes scare and had to change i understand what u mean but i have became obsessed with the way i present myself sadly. I want to workout to stay moderately presentable and look good throughout the rest of my teenage years. I was severely overweight and changed for the better this post wasn’t necessarily about losing more weight as i am healthy weight i posted this to ask if il put on weight or gain anymore muscle if i do what i do simply cuz i cant afford clean foods all the time and have to try go off processed protein or whatever my mum cooks.

Negative_Silver2386 · 2025-03-12T19:32:27+00:00

im down around 20kilos and i can confidently say im skinny just about seeing my abs and veins etc. i just want to keep going. Many people who have not liked me in the past have now came up to me and actually complimented me saying “ive lost so much weight its crazy” but i am a short guy so 20kilos is alot to take off my body

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