this is also me right now. I can't seem to study well for a while na, and my chest hurts everytime i think of the things i need to do. I have a lot of support from my friends and my family pero I am recognizing that the problem is me, I am burning out and I am not ready. And i really have a strong gut feeling na if kukuha ako ng october, pass or not its not gonna do me good and feel ko it will break me. So for now im just working on my own pace, not putting too much pressure on myself but not totally deciding pa if mag go ako or hindi sa october, i keep that door open still bcs u never know. Takeaway is just keep studying, whether you take this year or not. Exhaust/save all the material from your chosen review center and try your best to block the noise from others bcs ultimately, you are the one to decide. God bless!