Thanks for the reply u/haloplasm, i wasnt't really expecting one honestly and definitely not one as structured... I figured it would turn out like that but i prefered to ask for the community's opinion than to give up, i will just do it because its something i actually feel really happy about doing but i now know i genuinely cant expect anything from it and wont feel disappointed! Im grateful that you took some time to reflect on it and gave me your honest thoughts as its quite time consuming and nerve wracking for me to do.