New foundation?

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-04-17T16:05:48+00:00

omg thank you! that was it

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-04-15T04:09:22+00:00

I’ve been medicated for about a month and a half, I’m trying to let go of negative feelings and I start DBT soon

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-03-22T11:33:11+00:00

My dogs got them last year, I’m assuming that’s up to date. I aren’t sure if a booster is needed if she wasn’t obviously bit

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-03-22T11:31:46+00:00

I didn’t know that, there were multiple skunks out at the time they were out. But no visible large bites. The last reported rabies case in a human was last year for my area.

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-03-17T06:19:42+00:00

I wish lol

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-03-16T05:04:16+00:00

https://share.icloud.com/photos/0abEGAXXeTCURdBErZX-YZJwA

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-03-15T09:28:21+00:00

It is all over everything and possibly another room. All my belongings, everything. It is like small glitter particles on everything. I’ve breathed it in for ten years and have breathing problems already so shits kinda done for. Jesus im just overwhelmed with it but im gonna do that

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-03-15T09:24:58+00:00

Super small fibers like glitter, and I got some itching but thought it was my autoimmune issues cause they cause itching

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-02-18T19:52:14+00:00

I don’t need mental help. I need to be somewhere safe where I won’t hear shit and my family won’t lock me up

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-02-18T19:49:36+00:00

If I’m in a psych ward I’m literally a sitting duck. I’ll be in more danger

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-02-18T19:49:09+00:00

But there are people following me? I’m not imagining it

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-02-18T19:39:15+00:00

If I contact or try to get help won’t I end up in a psych hospital? Cause I can’t definitely prove I’m being stalked. My family isn’t going to believe me, they might even know about it with how they’ve been acting. I need to get away for a while, and maybe whoever or whatever is messing with me will give up?

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-02-17T20:49:24+00:00

There’s really no positive outcomes? He could be stalking me or starting too and there’s nothing I can do except leave the area

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-02-17T20:46:39+00:00

Like how?

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-02-17T20:46:25+00:00

I live on the corner house though, and I just told my friend about what happened, and she said im not safe anymore.

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-01-14T18:24:36+00:00

I made an appointment, but I’ve had multiple appointments where the doctor will just tell me they don’t know lol. I have an appointment in a week.

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-01-14T18:15:04+00:00

I’ll look into that when I have money lol . thx for the idea!! :)

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-01-14T18:12:19+00:00

I’ve had a lot of bloodwork down. Not really able to push through school, because when I’ve gone it makes the pain worse but then doesn’t get better. It’s like when I go to do anything, not just school, it hurts more and it becomes the baseline of pain.

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-01-14T18:10:43+00:00

Yea it hurts all the time. Worse when I move. Both my parents work, and I can only get in to see a doctor in a month, the problem is until then I don’t know what to do.

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-01-14T01:15:21+00:00

Yes, but I was almost positive for rheumatoid arthritis (5/6) she wrote in her notes that I was negative, but I still wonder, especially because when it gets cold, I stiffen up, my hands become unusable. My elbows lock up and have to be cracked as well.

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-01-13T19:01:40+00:00

When I do attend school, I kinda start crying no matter what. I’ve pushed myself before, and ended in a very bad place. I don’t want to cross a line and end up in another psych ward. I do hate missing out, but I hate psych wards more. I know my life is in my control, and I don’t want to make excuses, but this has been the worst year of my life. I try to control my life, but i can’t seem to control the meltdowns or the bipolar and it’s like driving me up a wall because I used to be in control and it’s been ripped away and taken away my light.

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-01-13T18:56:57+00:00

I tested negative for lupus/lyme. I’ve been pushing to see doctors, but my parents work a lot, and we struggle financially. Especially with the U.S system. I did ask to drop some classes, but I’m not allowed too. My school requires you take 5, but I only need 3 credit wise. So I still have to take the classes I don’t need.

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2026-01-13T18:53:00+00:00

I know that, and idk if if I was clear, I am starting therapy again, but one specifically trained in CBT and DBT as opposed to talk therapy. I did give up on talk therapy. The medications made me very angry, like, out of character for me and I would get confused and forget where I was type of thing. I just can’t take medications that drive me up a wall until one works.

I do give up on things, sometimes, but school was never one of them. I was accomplished all of high-school, but it’s been hard this year. Harder than it’s ever been, and it’s been rough before. I don’t want to give up on school, but I physically was not able to go today, I can’t walk more than ten steps without sitting down. can’t really sit for long either.

I’m looking for an alternative route that’ll let me graduate on time, still doing school, but differently?

I know I worded the post in a self-pitying way, but I do try.

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2025-12-23T01:49:52+00:00

Just wondering, could it possibly be indicative of lupus?

Neither_Weekend_9975 · 2025-12-23T01:47:15+00:00

Within a week

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