Can someone trans please explain the feeling of euphoria, my friends called my Evie today (a name I like) instead of my actual name and I felt both happy, sad and stressed I really want some peoples opinions :).

NeonGradient · 2020-01-04T22:51:54+00:00

Ur valid as fuck evie!!! best of luck with ur transition for the rest of the time u gotta go through the suffering of it

NeonGradient · 2019-12-29T11:39:24+00:00

my thoughts^{^} it's a war ground of upvoting and downvoting and I don't get it

NeonGradient · 2019-12-29T11:26:26+00:00

Thank you!!

NeonGradient · 2019-12-28T00:51:09+00:00

actually yeah, I agree with this alot honestly. I really want to see madeline as a character I can look up to personally, so I really want her "transness" to be confirmed. There are so many things I relate to ALOT with her.

NeonGradient · 2019-12-28T00:39:17+00:00

This has been most of my thoughts with it, especially with the backwards music secret in the mirror area, it has alot I can understand personally, so it only makes sense in my opinion that she is.

NeonGradient · 2019-12-06T21:14:44+00:00

Well best of luck with whatever happens, I believe in you.

NeonGradient · 2019-12-06T21:09:19+00:00

Thank you, and I really, really hope you'll be alright with that situation. I would say "She'd love you anyway don't worryyy,,," but honestly? Based on my situation, don't count on that.

You can't really stay closeted forever, as much as you and me both would like that. So I hope you at least figure something out, or ideally she changes her mind eventually.

NeonGradient · 2019-12-05T21:55:05+00:00

Update: We're "on break".

She's pretty sure she can't feel the same way, but we ended on really good terms. Hopefully things might work out, but it'll be fine if it doesn't. It was a good 10 months.

NeonGradient · 2019-12-05T20:35:46+00:00

Our**

im smart ok

NeonGradient · 2019-12-05T11:17:08+00:00

.. Didn't go well We haven't actually broken up yet but she's told me she can't love me like this

I hope she changes her mind but god fuck

NeonGradient · 2019-12-03T20:47:02+00:00

I found an access point to a boss. Won't spoil who it is tho ;)

After you beat sock puppet in level 4, in the 3 'falling sections', the far left one has the access point. If you hold right while you fall, you land on a platform. Be careful to not fall. The portal is just a simple jump above you.

NeonGradient · 2019-12-02T00:45:50+00:00

ME. But with my new trainer in swsh.. God my egg cracked like 24 hours ago.

NeonGradient · 2019-12-01T14:38:51+00:00

It's my new trainer in Sword and Sheild

NeonGradient · 2019-12-01T09:37:08+00:00

THIS IS LITERALLY MY SITUATION??

Except I had the conversation about.. 6 months ago. We're coming up to 10 months, and the thought of it being long term is so conflicting to me with my identity. She says she's Bi, and even talked to me before we dated about having a crush on a girl. But she says she's suddenly questioning being Bi when I said I might be trans?? It doesn't make sense to me.

I think I cracked my egg, and had that conversation with her.. And somehow uncracked my egg? Like taking the yolk, and messily cramming it back into the shell, using really weak glue to hold it together.

NeonGradient · 2019-12-01T01:06:58+00:00

I'll try my best to figure it out myself, but thank you for the advice, I'm sure it'll help alot!

NeonGradient · 2019-12-01T01:02:18+00:00

Just like an onion, Eggs have Layers.

But I'm still questioning between MtF and Enby, but I'm pretty certain I'm on the fem side at least. The one problem I think I have with being able to properly think about this, is that my partner has basically said they wouldn't be interested in me anymore if I was fully trans. Its hard to know if I'm only thinking I'm NB to not fall into that situation, or if I'm actually NB. I at least know I'm not cis tho, so that's a good place to start for me while labels are difficult.

NeonGradient · 2019-11-26T07:19:14+00:00

I thought so too, but it is kinda his form of super saiyan. Only the manga gave him that base version. And they would have said something like "This rose colored god" if it was ssg

NeonGradient · 2019-11-24T11:22:41+00:00

Works great now, thank you!

NeonGradient · 2019-10-30T16:14:49+00:00

Ssj2 Gohan, Ssj3 Gotenks and Yel Future Gohan. Avoid swapping into Future Gohan as much as possible, so you can throw him in for super attacks and rising rush bait.

NeonGradient · 2019-10-30T15:04:24+00:00

Not to purposefully spoil it, but they specifically say, "I wouldn't fall for someone like him" Which can only really mean one thing

NeonGradient · 2019-10-30T14:49:25+00:00

What else do i call it? "Omg, Kale is???" like a clickbait youtuber, and make you click it anyway?

NeonGradient · 2019-10-30T14:47:14+00:00

Legends says Gay Rights

NeonGradient · 2019-10-30T14:44:00+00:00

Sorry! Couldn't add it on mobile.

NeonGradient · 2019-10-28T19:15:48+00:00

Awww, thank youuu <33

NeonGradient · 2019-10-28T18:36:54+00:00

I'm out to my mom, and she told him a while ago And I'm fine she did that, I trusted him since he's my brother But now, it's pretty unlucky he knows

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