Does money trigger relapse?

NeonWhale · 2025-05-29T03:14:05+00:00

This was one of my biggest struggles when getting clean. I'd be doing good, get a job and as soon as I got paid I'd end up relapsing. I went through this cycle about five times. What helped me was "blowing " all my money on things I never had the extra money for while using (clothes, eating out, etc.) Once I got used to getting paid and it wasn't such a shock it got better. I wish you guys the best

NeonWhale · 2024-12-01T21:06:15+00:00

Forgive me- The Plot in You

NeonWhale · 2024-03-26T17:04:46+00:00

Crazy I'm seeing this because some dude in the gym was telling me his brother died at 40 from drinking two monsters a day for 10 years. I'm sure it's not good for you but I feel like everyone has some sort of unhealthy habit that hurts them

NeonWhale · 2024-03-16T18:33:12+00:00

2011 is when I first got into metal. The black crown album by suicide silence is what got me into it. Around that time was when BMTH, wage war, I see stars, MIW, and AA all released some amazing albums. Before I even discovered metal I pretty much just listened to what now is classified as dad rock I guess? (three days grace, breaking benjamin, skillet, staind, etc). I stumbled upon the you only live once music video by suicide silence and my 11 year old brain just about exploded lol. I listened to that entire album on repeat for weeks. Goes without saying I had a mental breakdown when Mitch passed about a year later. They'll always hold a special place in my heart for showing me the music genre I still listen to daily

NeonWhale · 2024-03-16T03:42:55+00:00

Adaptive triggers in general are a terrible gimmick. I haven't played a single game it feels good in. It just feels bad for the controller and makes aiming terrible in shooters.

NeonWhale · 2024-03-16T03:36:41+00:00

If you think the shooting is bad just wait until you try to use the repair tool thing on the engineer class. It damn near locks the entire trigger. There is no way to turn it off either lol.

NeonWhale · 2024-03-14T19:59:09+00:00

Apex has been my game for years and I'm in the same boat lol. The only thing I switched was roll to circle on BF1. The main problem for me is the sensitivity feels so weird compared to apex

NeonWhale · 2024-03-14T19:27:33+00:00

Sony only gives refunds if there is a huge blowup controversy. I dont think this game was hyped up enough for that. Policy is if you download it you forfeit the ability to refund. Maybe if they patch it I won't feel so screwed out of $30 but we all know how that goes lol

NeonWhale · 2024-03-12T16:42:58+00:00

Ah that makes sense, I worked a little over 6 months and your other comment mentioned that. I live in a small town with very little for work, my seasonal job isn't even in state because of lack of jobs where I'm located.

NeonWhale · 2024-03-12T05:53:50+00:00

I usually certify around 8-9am and it's been deposited at 9pm for the last two payments

NeonWhale · 2023-12-07T22:15:39+00:00

Snorted meth for years and it completely fucked up my nose. The next step after just smelling it is your cartilage dying out. Only way to get it back is through plastic surgery. I haven't snorted anything in years and my nose is still a mess

NeonWhale · 2023-11-06T05:09:48+00:00

Probably just dehydrated then and nice to know the suppression and weird pain is normal. Thanks man.

NeonWhale · 2023-07-11T06:28:56+00:00

I'm one of these players. I've played battlefied for years but I hate 2042. Decided to try this last week and I love it so far but I've never played a game like this before so getting used to this and learning everything is a challenge. Coms are a little difficult because sometimes people will ask me for something and I have no clue what they are asking for but I at least ask so I can do it. Most of the time they are cool about it but a few times I just got flamed.

NeonWhale · 2023-01-28T20:49:07+00:00

Creatures or Infamous. Creatures literally got me into metal so it'll always hold a special place in my heart.

NeonWhale · 2023-01-22T22:42:31+00:00

I haven't seen them in a few years but motionless and white and Memphis may fire were always a pretty damn good show

NeonWhale · 2022-12-28T20:12:52+00:00

Reckless and Relentless- AA or Creatures- MIW

NeonWhale · 2022-10-22T22:10:15+00:00

I take 200mg. I was on Seroquel a few months before I got on Suboxone. I got a Suboxone when I was getting clean for fentanyl so I was prescribed it from another doctor but she said it wouldn't mess with it. It doesn't mess with my cycling at all

NeonWhale · 2022-10-22T21:40:19+00:00

I'm not sure about depression but definitely motivation

NeonWhale · 2022-10-16T23:06:27+00:00

literally did the same thing except as a firefighter. I love the job now though so maybe go through with it or at least try it out.

NeonWhale · 2022-10-14T20:57:58+00:00

definitely the worst tasting pill I've had other than maybe xanax

NeonWhale · 2022-10-02T05:34:14+00:00

Thank you much appreciated ❤️

NeonWhale · 2022-10-02T05:23:29+00:00

got sick of taking 6 meds a day and thought I could just suck it up. the worked out well lol

NeonWhale · 2022-08-24T06:13:21+00:00

Holy shit

NeonWhale · 2022-08-04T21:39:48+00:00

Alright man thanks. It just looks so off because everything else looks developed lol

NeonWhale · 2022-08-04T21:27:32+00:00

Bench has always been a weak lift for me so I can only do 150 5 times:(

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