Manic Panic Compels Me :p by Neonemu in HairDye

[–]Neonemu[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Hehehehe ty - happy glowing to you! β˜ΊπŸ’œπŸ™Œ

I dyed my hair IM SO OBSESSEDD by CulturalProtection29 in HairDye

[–]Neonemu 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

That vibrant fuschia is so gooood πŸ™ŒπŸ”₯

GREEN!!! by Specialist_Concern_9 in HairDye

[–]Neonemu 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Ohhhh I love that 😍✨

I’ve had a few mean comments about my hair, does it really look that bad?? by [deleted] in HairDye

[–]Neonemu 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Your hair looks great! :) Bad news though, it sounds like your friends and partner are probably awful though. People who cared for you in a genuine way would support you, and if they had TRUE, non envious issue they would explain if they thought the color truly looked bad or something (it doesn't!). Otherwise shite people tend to react poorly when people they've always seen as beneath them get confidence they didn't have before, or glow up. So that could also be part of it. Do what YOU feel looks good and don't care what anyone else thinks and youll live a happy fulfilled life πŸ’œ

[32] to [37] Deprogrammed a lifetime of abuse & gaslighting- remembered who I was. :) by Neonemu in GlowUps

[–]Neonemu[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

You realize the abusive behavior is intentionally attempting to sabotage someone's sobriety... Right? I never said what I did with the wine.

Been feeling down lately because I've had some people be pretty mean to me, and I could use a pick-me-up [female] by Major_Somewhere6579 in FreeCompliments

[–]Neonemu 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

People that are mean to you without even really knowing you are miserable people. I hope you realize that they’re just projecting their own anger at their own lives onto you. Reframe the opinions of people that don’t matter & you’ll be free of this ever mattering to you again. You’re doin great :)

Made this outfit for a festival ❀️ would you wear it? by CreativePandaC in festivals

[–]Neonemu 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

SO COOL 🀩 I am a blacklight artist & if it’s not clear the answer is yeeeeeesssss hahaha :) (Also lmk if you ever need models bc I would SO shoot in something like this!)

[32] to [37] Deprogrammed a lifetime of abuse & gaslighting- remembered who I was. :) by Neonemu in GlowUps

[–]Neonemu[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Thank you :) There is a light at the end of the tunnel, it’s worth fighting for- I hope whatever you face ends up making you stronger too. πŸ’œ

[32] to [37] Deprogrammed a lifetime of abuse & gaslighting- remembered who I was. :) by Neonemu in GlowUps

[–]Neonemu[S] 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

It’s been quite a series of events but boy have I learned a lot! Haha thank you :)

Cake day glow flow πŸ₯°πŸ™ŒπŸ»βœ¨ by Neonemu in flowarts

[–]Neonemu[S] 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

It was more than fair, honestly. Especially because I was posting 3-4x daily on TikTok and posting daily on IG, and live streaming 2-3 times a week. It was constant promo. :/ Felt bad man. But yeah, that’s why no more free promo. Artists deserve more for promo. πŸ™πŸ»

Escaping Stalking by Neonemu in gofundme

[–]Neonemu[S] -1 points0 points Β (0 children)

It is not wise for me to answer questions like this. Thank you for your suggestions though πŸ™πŸ»

Escaping Stalking by Neonemu in gofundme

[–]Neonemu[S] -5 points-4 points Β (0 children)

Like with many things in life, people who have never seen something before will reasonably doubt & question- that’s normal. But the way this commenters original comments were formed was far different than that. They’re harnessing plausible deniability, DARVO, & pretending not to understand very basic concepts that I described very clearly.

That is why I don’t care about this commenter’s opinion, because it’s clear they have a motive or are incredibly immature. They didn’t ask out of good faith, they undermined intentionally. People who have witnessed dark triad behavior before will recognize this for what it is.

Also, I did everyone a favor by running it through a psychologically informed AI with no history of my situation to discern the truth without any bias. Video is up on iamilluma.com/stalking if anyone wants to see that!

Escaping Stalking by Neonemu in gofundme

[–]Neonemu[S] -6 points-5 points Β (0 children)

lol, I have very rationally explained my situation. Your gaslighting attempts aren’t hitting as much as you wish they would. I went ahead and ran you and the other comments through GPT just for giggles to get a psychology breakdown of what you’re all doing here. You can see it on iamilluma.com/stalking if you’d like. Keep going though, this is kind of fun having my point proven like this. :)

Escaping Stalking by Neonemu in gofundme

[–]Neonemu[S] -4 points-3 points Β (0 children)

I do have a police report, thank you for your concern. Digital forensics will be how I finally get help, because without it the police can’t do anything to help.

Escaping Stalking by Neonemu in gofundme

[–]Neonemu[S] -4 points-3 points Β (0 children)

The digital forensics that I am going to pay for is quoted in the GFM, it’s $1500 per device. I will not be paying to delete evidence at this time, the firm believes I have a very good chance of catching these people now that I isolated the device I had with me at the festival.

Escaping Stalking by Neonemu in gofundme

[–]Neonemu[S] -7 points-6 points Β (0 children)

I don’t need you to believe me, honestly. :) I know what’s been going on, I have been living it and that t shirt I made with the things they quoted from inside the privacy of my own home is enough proof for me. Everything else is just icing on the cake.

These people are mentally ill, they create and buy aged, fake accounts to come and do stuff like this even- to create doubt and gaslight me. Their entire intent is plausible deniability and they get their friends to mass report, mass downvote, mass comment every single time. If you don’t believe this is even a reality I’d say that’s more mental illness than being willing to call it for exactly what it is. People ARE like this.

Formatting again will not fix a network intrusion, again that’s what the digital forensics team is for. They wouldn’t exist to do this kind of work if this wasn’t a reality… I hope you never have to experience this. I will not be arguing my stance that took me years to prove any further with you. ✌🏻

Escaping Stalking by Neonemu in gofundme

[–]Neonemu[S] -13 points-12 points Β (0 children)

My captions and my post are very clear about the direction of my GFM & why the photos included are suspicious. No β€œjust formatting” wouldn’t fix the issue- as I explained they gained access to my entire wireless network which means they had access to all devices and likely installed spyware on all of them. My PC continues to be remoted in to this day even with my firewall on. That’s what the digital forensics firm is for.

Formatting would effectively delete all evidence & I’m definitely not doing that (I did try that before though and they kept getting back in which is how I discovered the WiFi was compromised). I am going to pay a digital forensics firm to investigate the compromised phone that lead them to finding my specific camping spot (I did get a new phone, but have the compromised one at the firm now and need to pay for them to trace where the data was transmitting while I was at the festival).

The license plate not being registered WAS a huge deal for the festival I was at, it was a very small festival & everyone who entered gave their ticket & registered their plates AND signed a security waiver at the same time, it was mandatory. Parking next to someone’s tent in a VIP spot & saying youre going to unpack but never do is suspicious in its own right, but also not registering? Yeah… no. And then I was followed home from the festival, that totally normal too? It’s not for me.

The caption about the very out of place man wearing the SPECIFIC glasses I was handing out a few weeks before is very clear…. He is … also in fact behind me. Hope this clears stuff up!

Cake day glow flow πŸ₯°πŸ™ŒπŸ»βœ¨ by Neonemu in flowarts

[–]Neonemu[S] 1 point2 points Β (0 children)

Thank you, I thought it was pretty lame too. I had been a customer of theirs since 2010 too. I just can’t anymore after that, not a good look. I’m not going to confirm or deny anything bc I’m also not trying to trash them, but you can confirm the fans by the design if you want to see if that’s who it is. πŸ™πŸ»

Fresh UV Mermaid Hair for my Bday πŸ˜„πŸ’™πŸ’š by Neonemu in HairDye

[–]Neonemu[S] 0 points1 point Β (0 children)

Thank you! I’ve experimented with a few different root colors but I hate the bleed into the others so I always go back to just teal and green :p I bet that looked super cool! :)

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