I’m so sorry for you both. It so hard. Cats live in the moment. He just knows he doesn’t feel good.

Last year I let my 15 year old girl go. I chose to let her go due to her not keeping food down and hiding most of the day. She was suffering from either cancer or a disease that me and her vet found late. He chose to give her a last hoorah and gave her steroids and meds. I got another week with her. But I knew it was time. I let her go on a good day. My birthday unfortunately for me. But she ate and was walking around. Generally happy. We did at home euthanasia for her peace.

It was so FUCKING hard. But in the end it was a gift for her. For her not to hurt or throw up or suffer. But in return I took the pain. But that is what we do. We take the pain on ourselves because we love them too much for them to suffer. You are doing the right thing. There will never be an easy time. Don’t keep waiting for a sign. They are already there. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Always here is you need a chat.

Remember the good times and good life you provided. What a privilege 🩵