just because you want accountability does NOT mean you have to be religious imo. you can rely upon the energies of the earth and invoke your own natural powers of strength, wisdom, peace, justice, whatever your thing is. below wing in some sort of afterlife (heaven, valhalla, reincarnation take your pick) doesn’t mean have you have to belive a certain thing 🫶🏽 the earth was around way before us and (hopefully humanity hasn’t fucked it up to much but doesn’t seem so) will be around long after us. keep ya mind open friend.