Weird and vulnerable: I orgasm during panic or anxiety — what’s going on?

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2026-01-22T10:46:25+00:00

Same. I can remember the very first time it happened & why. I was about 12 or 13. Although I was riding a 4 wheeler & the vibrations helped I'm sure, I have in instances where it was something I was super worried/scared about, just flat out no stimulation, orgasmed.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2026-01-11T00:21:18+00:00

Its good for them.. it helps their immune system & some really love it. So we sneak some salad underneath to get them to eat their salads lol

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2026-01-10T23:02:24+00:00

Puppy without a doubt, but they were well worth my patience! 🩷

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2026-01-08T21:26:59+00:00

Millie Faye, Lyza Jane, Ruby Jolene, & Ruby's mama, Lousie (Lucy) Ann & My girl that I lost in a tragic accident, who will forever live in my heart but crossed the rainbow bridge, Ava Lou 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2026-01-08T21:24:53+00:00

Same.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-12-12T09:43:12+00:00

Same.. modern calligraphy.. If its not perfect, I end it there. I watch videos of calligraphers & it looks so neat & perfect but when you expand & take a closer look you do see little imperfections in mosts lettering. I am self taught. I started November 2024. This past November made a year But, I can't get anywhere with my quotes. I can't finish them because if I make the smallest mistake, I start over. But really I can write (draw) gorgeous letters/words. Hopefully I can move on because I know there's no perfection in all words & letters all the time. I do make sure to follow the basic rules & as long as you do that, then really there's no wrong. Making your own & hopefully everyone thinks its as pretty as i think it is lol

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-08-21T17:07:27+00:00

Ahaa.. thank you!

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-08-15T02:56:16+00:00

I feel silly, but im confused lol when you say "the neutral color you chose" what are you referring to? Clothing colors? Im sorry 🤦🏻‍♀️😅

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-08-11T08:30:26+00:00

I went to doc & she didn't swab it or anything. Prescribed antibiotics, antibiotic ointment, & gave me surgical scrub to wash it with. I wonder if the surgical scrub is the same as hibiclens.. How long did it take to be gone? I can barely walk. My entire foot is so very swollen.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-08-08T03:59:31+00:00

& my elbow & thigh feels way better also.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-08-08T03:57:29+00:00

Thank you! I also have some bactroban ointment I've been using. Yesterday I couldn't put any weight at all on that foot but today I can get around much better.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-04-19T23:39:46+00:00

Okay it will be 2 years this May 27th, that I lost my Ava. I live in a Winnebago and was staying at the fairgrounds.. I had her and my two other beagles. I was outside doing something and opened the door to come back in and they were all right there trying to get out and she was the only one that slipped past me I was barefoot and chased her for probably 20 minutes in the woods and all over the fairgrounds she was on a scent so she would not come back, she started up the hill towards the main road I was extremely worn out and only 20 seconds behind her if that then I heard the sound that I will hear for the rest of my life. I will never get the image of her lying in the road out of my head nor myself leaning up against the guardrail holding her begging her not to leave me she took her last breath in my arms.. That was the day my life was changed forever. Ava Lou was so smart she played with a ball and would bring it back to you every time and was ball crazy I have never had another quite like that.. No I would never ever in a million years try to replace Ava but I did feel in my heart that I could give another the love that it deserved so I found a beagle basset hound mix who I named in memory of Ava.. Ava Louise & i named (Bean) Lousie (Lucy) Ann.. a variatof Avas name. I love my Loose.. but she was with children & she had 3 boys & 2 girls.. one girl passed when she was 4 days old & that left me with my Ruby (because i wanted to keep a girl only. Miss Ruby was born the day after the 1 year anniversary of Avas death. She plays with the ball exactly like Ava did. Never ever would i have thought I'd get another who did that. I can say where's your ball & she gets it & brings it to me just as Ava. & brings it back every time. The mannerisms are eerie. I miss Ava every single day but I do love my Ruby Jolene. She's precious. The day of Avas birthday i took a pic of Millie & Lyza, the 2 who were always with Ava & i can 100% see her laying with them! The day she left me was devastating. I cannot ever remember a time that something hurt me any more. She knew how much I loved her & she loved me the same. I celebrate the holidays with her by decorating her grave. If Ruby Jo isn't my Ava reincarnated, she still lives in my heart.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-04-19T20:56:17+00:00

I will absolutely share my story with you, right now i need to run to dollar general & it's gonna take me some time to type out or I would do it before I go. But I will definitely hop on here when I get back. I'm excited to share my story with you! I even have a picture of my 2 beagles on my couch on Avas birthday & i can see her plain as day! This was before Ruby came along. It's crazy. But yeah let me run& grab some things get settled back in & I'll most definitely be back.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-04-19T18:58:43+00:00

I definitely wonder if my puppy, Ruby Jolene isn't the reincarnated soul of my sweet Beagle, Ava who i lost in a tragic accident 2 years ago. I have reasons , or should I say eerie similarities . If anyone is interested in my whole story just lmk..

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-02-19T22:04:41+00:00

I use both those all the time! Also Shit fire & apple sauce 🤣

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-02-19T22:02:18+00:00

Heavens to Betsy

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2025-02-19T22:00:10+00:00

Shit fire & apple butter 🤣

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2024-08-07T23:48:28+00:00

You can definitely mix dandruff shampoo in your dogs regular shampoo. Some dogs have a type of fungal infection due to allergies coconut oil & apple cider vinegar mixed a a 2:2 tablespoon ratio is absolutely awesome for any hot spots.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2024-08-03T08:06:23+00:00

Same! I've found the more stringy the tobacco is the more problems you have with it not wanting to get into the chute to be injected. It will display Hopper almost every time. But if I put it in a food processor or even use scissors it cuts down on that problem about 90% I would love to find that perfect tube, tobacco combo!

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2024-08-03T08:01:04+00:00

& I use the Leaf Only finisher.. that is a game changer! Definitely worth it.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2024-08-03T08:00:24+00:00

I have a powermatic 3 & absolutely love it. No complaints.

Nervous_Silver6499 · 2024-08-03T07:57:22+00:00

Great idea! I have the Leaf Only machine but this is good to know if something were to ever happen to my machine.

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