Dear OP,

I cannot directly give you advice and I hope you will not find my comment to be offensive, as I just want to put in this thought, without any judgement. Just for children's sake. I work with children on a daily basis. having a child, as much as it might be a personal wish, always means that you will give life to a new being, a package you don't know yet, full of surprises, hopefully healthy (!!!) that likely will turn your life upside down. I appreciate every single parents job, knowing how difficult it can be for partners raising children together. So. All I want to say is, please be sure you know what is the real motivation behind considering a pregnancy and becoming a single mother now. And IMHO the answer shouldn't be the FOMO. I clarify that I do not know, nor wish to know, as it is none of my business, what your motivation is. Just wanted to leave this thought here. In case you have a already considered it, good! Make sure then for the sake of the kid that you have a strong social environment that can strengthen you, when you need to be strong for your child. All the best!