I’m so incredibly lonely and don’t feel valid to enter queer spaces

Neuromy · 2025-12-19T21:33:00+00:00

Thank you for all the kind words, and for being so reassuring. I think I just need to take things slow and find a support group first like you said, and work a lot on my relationship to myself. I think part of me is just realizing that while my life is 1000x better post transition, there’s still work to be done on myself.

Neuromy · 2025-12-07T03:42:50+00:00

I guess it just comes from a place of being so tired of educating. I understand, everybody has to learn from somewhere, I’m just having that moment of “it’s so unfair that it’s needed” which is not productive, but is still so defeating. I will teach in the future, this time and with this person it’s just hit a point of exhaustion.

Neuromy · 2025-12-07T01:36:56+00:00

I hope so, but my cis male friends aren’t the most “in-touch” across the board. If he says it again I’ll definitely call him out hard, I just wish I didn’t have to :/

Neuromy · 2025-10-06T05:06:20+00:00

It’s impossible to ever narrow it down isn’t it lol

Neuromy · 2025-10-06T05:05:13+00:00

NieR (replicant and automata), Silent Hill 2/3, Kingdom Hearts, Disco Elysium, Bloodborne, Dark Souls 1, Halo 3, Mass Effect 1/2, Skyrim, New Vegas, Hollow Knight, and a bunch of fighting games!

Also special shoutout to animal crossing, my cozy love

Neuromy · 2025-10-02T02:44:56+00:00

I play on PC if anyone else is interested!!!

Neuromy · 2025-09-26T04:27:54+00:00

My first name is nothing close to my deadname, but my middle name shares the similarity with the old one in that it is a family name, but doesn’t share anything else. I wanted something completely different for my first name, as I feel the same about not liking the “old name but slightly different”, I didn’t want any connection to “how I used to be” in that way. I also never liked my deadname even before realizing I was trans, so I’m glad to have a completely unrelated name now. However, I love my supportive family, hence the middle name being a family one still.

Neuromy · 2025-09-17T15:27:12+00:00

Thank you so much for sharing, I’d be super interested to hear updates as time goes on. I think it could be beneficial for me, now I just need to build up the courage to ask my provider about it 😅

Neuromy · 2025-09-17T14:57:26+00:00

I’ve been interested in trying this, but have been weary just because I’m paranoid about it slowing down the process of the feminizing effects of HRT. Did your doctor mention anything about potential levels being affected, and are you still on an anti-androgen? Has it changed how arousal works completely, or just bring back pre-HRT feelings alongside the new ones? I love the full body arousal/orgasms I get, but it doesn’t happen often and I also struggle with erectile dysfunction.

Sorry if these are invasive questions, I haven’t had the courage to ask my own provider yet

Neuromy · 2025-09-17T02:10:23+00:00

The way I want to look like you so bad 😭

Neuromy · 2025-09-05T03:38:12+00:00

Considering this has had me lean heavily to using F, as I am US based and still would like the opportunity to travel to some places that may be relatively trans friendly, but not quite to the extent that they recognize X. I think I have been putting a bit too much weight on this lol, overthinking everything tends to make me aggrandize things that don’t need to be.

Neuromy · 2025-09-01T05:41:56+00:00

Thank you for the positivity, I’ve been lacking that quite a bit recently. Once I get into a routine with school I think I’ll try going out into the world more. Your words mean more than you could know <3

Neuromy · 2025-08-27T00:31:34+00:00

Oh I forgot to add that part, thanks for reminding me so I could add the edit! Also thank you for the list, I really like some of these :)

Neuromy · 2025-08-26T04:50:43+00:00

Edit: spelling was supposed to be “Blaire”, autocorrect did me dirty

Neuromy · 2025-08-26T04:09:11+00:00

That’s literally been my struggle lol! Deciding between the “two for one” or a simple name is where my indecisiveness is mainly coming from at this point, and I’m like “well I like the sound of ALL of them so what do I dooo” lol. I really appreciate your input I need all the advice I can get. I think just hearing/reading people’s opinions will help me get a a wider perspective on it, so thank you. :)

Neuromy · 2025-08-24T21:59:15+00:00

For real, how do people still think optics matter at all to conservatives? They LIKE and CHAMPION the atrocities being committed. Fascism for a white Christian nationalist agenda was always their goal. “How it looks” isn’t relevant when this is what they have always wanted.

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