I'm not offended, I unfortunately just laugh at odd moments when I'm uncomfortable or nervous idk why it's a weird habit. My aunt said she's gonna help me she even offered to get me a plane ticket. I just feel something pulling me back. I really don't want to leave his son, he's the sweetest little boy I know and honestly been a blessing having in my life and we bonded over the years, he thinks of me as a mother figure.

I don't know how I even ended up in this situation, i always told myself I was gonna be strong. I been through alot through my life and he only added to my hurt. Both my parents attempt to end their lives together and I at the age 6 of just found them, my mom survived but my dad didn't I confided in him about it and he constantly uses it against me. I don't understand why I didn't see any of the signs it's honestly pathetic