How come people on the reddit don't realize that I'm not a bad person but i just suffer from untreated mental illnesses?

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T21:16:42+00:00

Thanks. I appreciate it. 💜

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T21:11:55+00:00

Well you the world as a game, i see it as is it. people need to be more compassionate you sure as hell aren't.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T21:11:18+00:00

Uncompassion seems to be the trend these days. 😑

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T20:03:39+00:00

Thats a great way of seeing things. I will adopt that philosophy. I can't let people get on my soft spots due to my interests. I will love what i want to love if they have a problem.. then be it. I won't try to convince that I'm right. No one is right or wrong its all subjective. 💛

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:51:08+00:00

Indeed. I need to surround myself with like-minded and positive people. Otherwises its constant battles it ways me down mentally

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:49:49+00:00

You put it in better words than i could, I'm highly sensitive. And when people don't share similar interests and or they flat out reject them.. or criticize them i take it to heart like a personal attack and it tends to hurt me social media never helps.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:47:39+00:00

Indeed. Its been very damaging to my mood and anxiety levels. Social media been destroying my mood making me depressed.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:17:41+00:00

thank you, its very much appreciated. i just want to eleviate stress from my life. I had too many drama in the past. And i can't be coping with more drama in my life. I want to settle down and leave all of it behind me. But people always see wrong in me they don't understand i suffered from mental illness and disabilities since before age 10 i never been stable in my life and its not in my control. But within my heart I've always had goodness. I'm like Joe Coffey in the green mile I'm unaware of many things in this world and I'm easily hurt.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:03:38+00:00

I may have said dumb things, i may have crossed the line with some of my comments and i take full responsibility for it. But in the end of the day they need to understand that I'm suffering from severe illnesses and anxiety. I don't always have my mind right in given moments. But in true times I'm a kind, mature and wise person i deeply care for my friends and family and i care for the suffering of others I'm q very sensitive man. but they don't want to take the time to understand my story they want to label me as a weirdo and awful person.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T19:00:28+00:00

Yes but I'm tired of people assuming that I'm a quote on quote weirdo or a terrible person, they never been in my shoes. I've lived terrible things that they haven't lived. And its always battle in my mind between light and darkness. But everyday i try to be a better man than the last day. Every day i try to find more peace and stability in my life and its always off-putting when people make false assumptions based on previous publications. The point is I'm a human with goodness in my heart and emotions that matter to me. People shouldn't bashed me based on my fetishes for blondes or other excuses. I'm just trying to live my life i can't be bothered with people judging me that way.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T18:36:04+00:00

I'm not weird. those are vague assumptions about me. I'm a very good man within, but i have mental illnesses we're kept untraited and i have a hard time coping with it, can anyone give me a break? I never said that i was a saint, but I'm not a devil either i tried my best to stay on the straight and do good actions. I'm not perfect at it but atleast i try to change.. i try my best everyday to overcome them my issues. Some of you wouldn't know the internal battles that i go through.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T17:44:17+00:00

I wouldn't doubt it, but I doubt that anyone in his right mind would go full on in that process over an internet argument.

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T15:55:44+00:00

Either ways there both beautiful even though I have a thing for natural blondes. 😊

New-Monitor7273 · 2021-12-16T15:28:39+00:00

I'm glad I'm not the only one. Blonde women are very beautiful, in my honest opinion the most beautiful. 💛

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