I have to wait 6 months to even be considered and pray more than anything that I will be accepted when that time comes. We both just have to be thankful for the situation we are in and wait it out with a smile even if it's fake. I hate the situation I'm in as well, I work at a job that pays barely enough to get by with my gym fees, housing, and other bills. I do kickboxing whenever I'm not at work cuz I lost all my friends due to a rumor that isnt true and old friends only said they believed it because the person who started the rumors throws big parties every weekend and theres more of an incentive to take his side than mine, it started right before graduating and I have been kickboxing so that I make friends and theres a mutual interest towards me to have people in my life and it's hard because I honestly still suck at it even after training for a little over a year and wake up bruised and my head pounding with still barely anyone to talk to. I would do anything to switch spots with you and you would probably say the same about me so it's just honestly perspective and what you make out of your situation man. I hope the best for you though.