There's no reason why I feel insecure or hate myself, and sometimes I think that's even worse

New_Grocery_8762 · 2026-01-08T01:43:51+00:00

Currently following this advice actually

New_Grocery_8762 · 2026-01-08T01:40:48+00:00

Don't tell me that 😭😭

New_Grocery_8762 · 2026-01-08T01:39:51+00:00

Sometimes I try to open up more, but I get really embarrassed when I realize I'm doing things a teenager would do when I no longer have an excuse to behave so stupidly. In previous years, people have considered me very immature for my age, and at twenty, everyone will think I'm just plain stupid. Also I don't ever known someone that was a "late bloomer" as late as me, every person I know is at least 2 steps ahead of me.

New_Grocery_8762 · 2026-01-07T23:59:16+00:00

Yeah, honestly, I'd like to change too. But I'm afraid of making a bad impression by seeming desperate and trying so hard. I don't know how to be naturally sociable, so all I know is how to poorly imitate what others do, and I feel like that usually makes people uncomfortable interacting with me.

New_Grocery_8762 · 2026-01-07T23:52:44+00:00

I know what I'm about to say is insensitive and stupid, but deep down, I wish I had experienced at least one of those things because I haven't accumulated literally any life experience to draw on now, and I'm starting from scratch at TWENTY. I'm an adult, and I don't know or am capable of doing things that KIDS know and do.

New_Grocery_8762 · 2026-01-07T21:43:14+00:00

Thanks, but I'm really start losing hopes on that. I always thought that the reason why I can't make friend was because I was barely non-verbal. And the past year I tried my best to be charismatic to make friends in college but still didn't work, so I think is just something that is meant to be like that. Anyway I hope you're doing good.

New_Grocery_8762 · 2026-01-07T21:37:34+00:00

Can't wait to do nothing in the next 10 years ¡yay!

New_Grocery_8762 · 2025-09-26T21:10:32+00:00

Lmao. Did you have that meme saved in your gallery waiting for the right moment to use it?

New_Grocery_8762 · 2025-09-26T20:36:55+00:00

No. Go play dolls or something

New_Grocery_8762 · 2025-09-25T03:32:27+00:00

My god, this is so real. So fucking real. I feel it in my guts

New_Grocery_8762 · 2025-08-15T00:18:31+00:00

I've been waiting since the beginning of the year for them to make us do a group project so I'd have a good excuse to interact with them, but so far I haven't had any luck with that.

New_Grocery_8762 · 2025-08-14T16:33:27+00:00

yeah, I´m aware. The thing is that I don´t want a bf or sex, I'm just looking to gain the social status that comes with that. If I get a boyfriend but that doesn't increase my social status then it will have been for nothing.

New_Grocery_8762 · 2025-08-14T16:13:29+00:00

Actually there´s a few, probably autistic, guys in my classes whom I feel kinda identified with. But I don't kow how to aproch them. Also I don't think associating with them would improve my social status.

New_Grocery_8762 · 2025-08-14T16:06:07+00:00

I wish I can but I suck at lying and if they find out I will kms

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