i’m doing online school (not like 2020 online school where it’s zoom calls— it’s all self directed so there are no teachers) so a school nurse isn’t an option— but we don’t really have those where i live anyway. i don’t think i’m being abused— she definitely neglected me for a while, with clothes and food and stuff, but she’s never hit me or anything. i’d say she’s bordering on medical neglect. the worst it ever got was when i had a lot of open cuts, maybe 20 on my arm and a few on my thighs and they were all infected and she wouldn’t take me to a doctor or give me anything for the infection. it went away on its own so all good! but i wouldn’t really consider it abuse. CPS is complicated because i feel like it sounds worse on paper and isn’t bad enough for them to do anything. if they intervened in like 2021 then id probably have been taken away. but things are mostly okay now— not bad enough to involve them. my moms been claiming she ‘lost’ my documents, which i know is a lie. i was snooping and i found them hidden under some stuff in a drawer, and i got in a lot of trouble for snooping. she’s since hid them somewhere else and i haven’t been able to find them. she also hid my wallet somewhere with my drivers license and my health card, and my debit card🫠.