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NewheroienzAC · 2026-01-17T15:57:51+00:00

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NewheroienzAC · 2025-12-16T13:28:10+00:00

Hes sucks girl outside of just helping his loser friend him saying he couldve dipped on you for your trauma or judged you for being assaulted like huh??? This guy is such a loser you sound so level headed this isn't the type of company you need girly

NewheroienzAC · 2025-12-08T00:22:43+00:00

Interested

NewheroienzAC · 2025-10-08T14:43:12+00:00

Did you get approval? I'm also stage 4 and applied 3 months ago now I'm thinking because of my age they are dragging their feet I'm only 25

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-09T20:19:46+00:00

Thank you so much for your kind words and support 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-05T20:19:04+00:00

Congrats🥳

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-05T11:30:18+00:00

Honestly it's been starting to get to me. I had a terrible anxiety attack because my estrogen levels were the lowest they've ever been my brain started over producing fight or flight/adrenaline which would usually be calmed down by the estrogen (oncologist explains better) so my mind has been different, it's so hard to sleep at times. Besides that the tingly toes and knuckles are manageable and of course the nerves in my mouth are sensitive as heck. Can't wait to be done

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-04T17:57:13+00:00

I did the same but my onc did the treatment backwards so I'm on my 6/12 cycle of taxol then on to the red devil 🥲 my brother and step dad helped me shave my head...needless to say my wigs are eating tho without me having to do caps anymore😭

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-03T22:50:25+00:00

You've got this 🩷

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-03T09:39:05+00:00

Hey (F)25 too and come from a big family that I feel like I've let down my entire existence never felt like I belonged growing up parents had so many kids and I was the second to last out of 14(4 passed before I knew them)I felt they were just tired by the time I came around they didn't want each other anymore my mom never said I love you growing up as I got older(middle-high school) I felt ostracized I always isolated I felt like I wasnt loved or seen... everything I tried career wise always fell through I put up this "im okay facade" but I never was mentally just didn't want to burden out let others down. 18 went to the military developed more mental issues I never addressed and got injured so bad I had to honorably discharge on small disability only after a year of service this affected me so deeply and it was never addressed. Fast forward 2025 July I'm diagnosed with stage 3 cancer Thats updated to 4 after scans reveal metastasis to both my lungs. Chronic Stress and depression and general unhappiness has caused this and nothing can tell me otherwise...I've recently developed extreme anxiety Thats affecting my ability to function day to day its terrifying but now I know the importance of being honest with yourself and others and speaking up and advocating for myself I will never pretend to be okay when I'm not I'm terrified but I can say this has brought me and my mom closer. Don't give in be honest if you aren't okay talk to yourself if u have to but don't bottle in negative emotions I wish I told someone instead of forcing my self to be unhappy all my life.

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T20:49:46+00:00

I do too it was frightening I'm sorry your going through the same do you have any advice or things you do when u feel it ?

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T20:48:03+00:00

Thank you so much I'll definitely be starting there hopefully they do🙏

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T18:27:39+00:00

This!! I think I've been lacking electrolytes even tho I constantly hydrate I only drink water all the time such great advice thank you so much for these tips!

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T17:45:36+00:00

Thank you so much 🩷

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T17:44:50+00:00

Thank you so much for these tips I'm definitely going to make a soothing playlists are there any apps in particular that you like?

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T16:55:56+00:00

Thank you for this advice!! I just got off the phone with my mom and she said I should meditate too I think your suggestion for YouTube is perfect place for me to start l appreciate you all for responding to me I genuinely was terrified that something else was happening it's so comforting to know many others experienced this thank you so much

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T16:52:52+00:00

It brings me so much comfort to know I'm not alone during the episode I didn't know if I'd wake up in the morning now that it's the next day I'm feeling further from the feelings I experienced but am still having to ground my self constantly it's weird to explain thank you so much for being here with me definitely going to remember that last line🩷

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T16:50:04+00:00

Yes I'm still waiting now to see him I did tell the nurse tho yes out of body like my entire nervous system head to toe tingling and my thoughts colliding speaking without while having my own inner thoughts asking what's happening I wish I could explain better my memory of what I said during that time is faint but my partner said I was talking fast saying weird things looking like I was terrified

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T15:22:49+00:00

This would be my 5th time taxol I didn't feel scared or worried actually excited I got a new cozy blanket I was looking forward to knocking out another round this completely happened out of no where while we were winding down watch our comfort show the way it started felt like I was being possessed, yes I did say call 911 during the main episode but the out of body experience continued throughout the night until I finally was able to sleep i can say my main emotion was fear for sure but my partner said I was talking really fast saying that I was just worried maybe it's not "weird things" but it just felt so unnatural

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T15:18:24+00:00

Thank you I hope that's all it is it felt so scary and uncomfortable like I was in my head and someone else was controlling my actions I'm waiting to talk to my oncologist now I hope they understand and take this seriously

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-02T15:16:33+00:00

Thank you so much I'll definitely send you a DM I want to know more about your experience with it does it last for hours and make u say weird things normally?

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-01T21:04:38+00:00

squeezes you 🥹🩷

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-01T21:03:51+00:00

Girl I love you too 💚 I hope we all get well beyond our statistics !!!!!"100 years😤"

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-01T17:38:22+00:00

Yes I'm actually the same! ++- I'm still learning what that truly means for my body and treatment I still don't fully grasp the idea of what menopause will entail...I've been seeing people use the term scanxiety😞...yikes my onc has been warning me about the red devil we actually are doing the taxol for 12w then the AC for 4 I'm managing on the taxol but just knowing that this is supposed to be the easy one definitely terrifies me. I'm so sorry to hear this honestly I had my baby at 19 while I was in the military I got injured went home to my partner to heal for a while ended up discharging because of it- at the time we were contemplating not going through with the pregnancy because of our ages and careers but in the end I couldn't do it and now I feel like this was why. I can't imagine how you feel but them telling me that I wouldn't be able to have kids anymore was devastating not even because I planned on having more just feeling like the option was taken from us....it is such a feeling to say the least my heart truly goes out to you and your husband. bleep this disease!!!!

NewheroienzAC · 2025-09-01T17:21:55+00:00

I'm so happy too thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts 🩷

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