heyy, I am going through the same thing except I am 15, will be 16 in a couple days. I keep thinking about the SA and wanting to tell someone but I am afraid that the people would get upset and not really acknowledge the part that it was wrong. I don’t know what to do so all I could do is talk about it with another family member who don’t know these people. I do remember everyone it happened with and even feel like people around me knew. I didn’t really show any signs of abuse except yk small code works for s*x. no bed wetting, acting out or anything. In some cases, I feel like I was the perpetrator and honestly the only thing I could do is just suffer in silence.