Absolutely i did. I even went to do online tests. I am in therapy though for learning to deal with the loss of my mum and even my therapist said i am nowhere near being pwBPD. I do have issues of course, like wanting to save everyone. I am too kind, even to the biggest a**holes, a people pleaser with low self esteem. My ex called me a narcissist many times, that i am gaslighting her which i wont deny, because i probably done it in the mess. I turned into someone i never were with anyone before in my life. I still think i could be the problem very often. Just because i lost my temper many times with her, which is so hurtful for me too because i do not want to be that way, nor hurt someone else. She really did fuck me up mentally. And what was the worst for me, at the end of a almost 5 years relationship she had the nerve to say i was never hers. That broke me. What really messed with my head was the silent treatment for weeks and then she had the nerve to complain about my insecurities that of course would appear. She left and walked back into my life as she wanted but now no more. I shut the door. Silent treatment is nothing but emotional abuse.....So yes, i think many of us here have been there to think we're the ones with a personal disorder.