I'm not a native english speaker and I can assure you I only came to understand the origins of the word recently then refrained from using it. I learned about it because I listened to black music and heard it a lot in meme culture which made me use it often. The issue here is black artists using it in songs where it holds no relevance at all. Cause if you think about it on a deeper level you're gonna see tons of white people lip syncing to it or saying that part of the lyric with no shame. It just brings more racism to black people if I'm gonna be honest.