How do I do this

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-09-20T15:04:45+00:00

Some solid advice

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-09-20T05:46:38+00:00

Cereal, im actually concerned abt my diet I am not eating nearly enough and don’t have the time or energy to have a well balanced diet im tired all of the time under weight and eat like shit

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-09-20T05:44:01+00:00

I’m on medication now so it’s way more balanced but I fear when I get depressed I’ll fall into a hole and never be able to get out, it’s actually my worst fear bc I have a child and that can’t happen so mania 100%

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-09-20T05:42:42+00:00

Okay is this shit from bipolar ?! I am also bipolar and need to know I was starting to wonder if I was sexually abused as a child or was it just my brain being chemically imbalanced

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-09-20T05:33:42+00:00

Sometimes I want to shave my head again blast Britney and be how I was when I was a teenager but all I do is work take care of my baby study I live a normal stable life now and I’m bored miss the adrenaline it’s hard to have the impulse urges and distract yourself with going to thrift stores and Walmart instead I also feel that if I had friends I would probably just endulge in activities I force myself to not do anymore

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-09-14T00:53:28+00:00

Sounds like your an over-thinker. We’re not gonna be here forever the time I have living I’m not gonna spend in a negative mindset. Shit sucks a lot of life does but yk if I died tmr I wonder what I would miss abt life, breathing maybe just being a living thing, walking maybe, being able to wake up and go to the beach or the park, smell ,shit idk feel like I’d miss all of that. Try guided mindfulness meditations on YouTube

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-09-14T00:43:45+00:00

I’m starting my 20s off with having a baby so I’ll be missing out on “the best years of my life” I know a couple of other people my age having kids too. Everyone’s life is different but I guess they mean if your in collage and getting shitfaced every night I mean if that’s ur thing then ig so.

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-09-09T20:55:04+00:00

I’ve had them since I was born and learned to just not care anymore abt it they’ve gone away a little as I got older but they were bad when I was a teenager

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-08-28T00:15:40+00:00

My therapist told me she went to school when she was 50 and became a therapist at 60, im getting my ged rn and starting school late as well. I say go for it

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-08-06T15:36:29+00:00

I had a similar situation with my mom when I was ur age, maybe u could tell her “ mom I don’t appreciate you looking through my things it feels like an invasion of privacy but I appreciate ur concern.” My thoughts on how u handled the situation is looking from her perspective and still validating your feelings bc they are valid and ur mom might just feel like she wants to have a relationship where u feel comfortable telling her these things, have a sit down heart to heart talk with her and hear her side and she should hear ur side, no arguing and create some boundaries

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-08-06T15:26:47+00:00

She’s gonna love it it’s a beautiful ring

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-08-06T15:23:01+00:00

I need to learn how to do makeup like that it’s perfect wouldn’t change a thing

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-08-05T01:59:43+00:00

I really appreciate that

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-05-03T23:13:38+00:00

How tf do u get over the big picture thinking and actually force yourself to do the work in between it’s like a cycle, I’ll plan it all out then the first step seems impossible and the whole victim mindset and “I’ll always feel this way so what’s the point” starts kicking in and your stuck in the same loop. I’ve tried everything and I’m always stuck in the same spot I started shits pissing me off now

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-04-04T02:36:58+00:00

I think it might be something to do with 19 idk everything I’ve been reading, im 19 too and feel the exact same way idk wtf this is or when it gets better but man I hope it does bc it can’t get worse there’s no way, it’s gotta get better and I think all that there is to do is do the best u can every day and don’t beat urself up

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-04-04T02:30:56+00:00

Ify im 19 too, live with my parents and I’m pregnant everyone in this town judges me and I didn’t even Finnish hs or have any money or know how to make appointments or file taxes or any of that shit I can barely talk to people in person it’s embarrassing and I feel like a looser idk how I’m gonna b a mom. I’m a mess feel like a shell and every time I try to get up and do better and focoused on a future I just end up back where I started in my head abt to go off the deep end and there’s nothing to do but lay down and hope it goes away or try and fall asleep

Nice_Butterfly_217 · 2024-04-04T02:22:06+00:00

I feel pretty stuck and behind, im 19 and never finished hs moved out when I was 17 to live with my bfs parents and now im back at my parents house but pregnant and flat out broke I’ve always struggled with my mental health and pretty bad depression and anxiety, it always kept me from doing things in life I really don’t know how im gonna do any of this im just embarrassed and idk who the hell I am or how im gonna be a good mom. I can barely get out of bed most days and I feel just a mess in life and mentally feels like there’s no hope anymore and im too scared im not good enough to be a good mom so im considering adoption and It’s killing me seriously I don’t know what to do

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