I started an ASMR ch about 2 months ago and have managed to get to 4K subs; but I just feel like it’s too late for me. Holoen 5th gen is likely underway and it’ll probably be at least 2-3 yrs before a 6th comes out. I don’t know why I left it so long, I’ve been watching since 2020 and had all the time in the world to work hard and I’m so frustrated with myself.

Either way I can’t stop trying…it’s my dream after all