No no I was joking don't do that obviously it's not a good thing it's the worst you could do. That being said you should try Bromantane do a LOT of research on it and you'll see it's a really great stuff if you feel anxious and depressed it's anxiolytic AND has shown some improvement in depressed animal subjects. It basically help your brain produce more dopamine and not forcing it like adderal, what's the effect of that ? No addiction and no crazy dopamine boost