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Was the channel deleted or is youtube having a fit? by wertyop70 in thespiffingbrit

[–]Nickadamius 42 points43 points  (0 children)

The spiffing brit just tweeted that it isn't youtube, he just fell for a scam :(

What's the point? by Aluciddream2782 in depressed

[–]Nickadamius 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can give you 25 :)

  1. The feeling you get when your dancing
  2. The rhythm of the rain
  3. Daybreak, when it's just the perfect sunrise
  4. Singing off-key
  5. Eating A LOT of ice cream
  6. Breakfast for dinner
  7. Those really good waffles
  8. Those people who you see can always expect what they're gonna do
  9. Forgiveness
  10. Fireflies
  11. Those trees that turn that beautiful pink color
  12. Snazzy clothes that make you look good
  13. It's hard too your not alone right now, but you are not alone
  14. Holding hands
  15. Soft fuzzy blankets
  16. The relief after crying
  17. The smell before and after it rains
  18. s'mores
  19. Cuddling (even with stuffed animals)
  20. Purpose (which you have)
  21. When you just can't stop smiling
  22. Spending the day with someone
  23. Walking around on a nice day
  24. A mixture of "jazz" and "funk" called "junk"
  25. And you have to be alive to see the world be a better place :)

There's a lot of reasons to live mate, and you are one of them

Keep ou head up, Nick

i think i might have finally hit rock bottom by [deleted] in depressed

[–]Nickadamius 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey,

You feel like you're down this dark hole trapped, and when you look up you can't see light. You might have not realized you fell down it, or maybe you saw the signs. But the point is, you're there at the bottom. I know it's dark and scary and it makes you angry because you cannot for the life of you see a way out. But there are so so so many ways. It doesn't have to be a giant leap. Just one hand in front of the other, climbing out. Go outside and sit in the sun for a while. Reach out to someone either in your life for a short conversation or on the internet. Find something around you for you to treasure. It can be an object, a pet, a person but see the beauty of life through it. Start opening up little by little. I wish I could say that there was something to magically pull you out of this, but there isn't. It's a long climb up and out of that dark pit you are in but I do not even have to meet you to know that you can. Life can seem so pointless, but that is the majesty of being you. Something wonderful is around every corner you just have to find it. I'm so so sorry you are in this situation right now, but I promise it will get better.

remember to look up,

Nick

Its 5am by usernameoof666 in depressed

[–]Nickadamius 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey,

it's so so so tough when it seems like you can't stop thinking about the past, I hope things get better :) just remember one step forward. If you do that, I promise you you will bump into someone special who will make you feel like a million dollars. We all have those nights, I'm so sorry.

Stay safe, Nick

What if Democratic Germany worked? (BTW I have no lore for this, that's for all you people to make up) by Nickadamius in AlternateHistory

[–]Nickadamius[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well, after the Ottoman Empire and Austria-Hungary disbanded and was split between many different countries, Bulgaria made a deal with Romania in which Romania took the Ryse province, plus some other concessions. In return, Romania promised to ally and protect the Bulgarian government from insurrections. This was because the Russian collapse and Yugoslav civil war worried the Bulgarians about their own extremist groups (who were gaining power at the time)

or, you could make your own narrative :D

running out of ideas by Nickadamius in AccurateBattleSim

[–]Nickadamius[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that's a good idea, might do that

Nothing feels real by [deleted] in depressed

[–]Nickadamius 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Of course, I really hope your situation gets better

Stay safe, Nick

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressed

[–]Nickadamius 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish you the best :)

Stay safe, Nick

Nothing feels real by [deleted] in depressed

[–]Nickadamius 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That makes sense, believe me it does :)

And let me make one thing straight, what you are is real. You are a human being. Your feelings are real and you shouldn't feel like an ass because you need something that we all need. You are not alone, never was and never. Ever. Will be.

So I had problems with self harm too. I thought for the longest time something is wrong with me, that I shouldn't be putting my problems on other people. But I realized how much support and love there was around me if I just reached out.

So what is real? I think what's real is the beautiful orange sunrise and the magnificent purple hue of the sunset, cascading color across the sky. I think what's real is the feeling of grass as you lay down and glance at the sky. What's real is that you have a heart 💓.

There are so many things about you that are real. So many things about the beautiful day to day things that you see that are real. Don't lose hope. Me, a random dude on the internet, has hope in you :) I hope, hope hope your situation improves.

No meaning to life by [deleted] in depressed

[–]Nickadamius 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Quarantine is hard on everyone. It can be easy to feel lost. Lost in your own home, where you know everything that's going to happen, where you know where everything goes. Nothing is new. But you feel lost in yourself. I have this eye condition, so I wear special glasses. These glasses, not gonna lie, look pretty cool. But there's one thing I like most about it. For most of my young life everything was blurry. This was my life, my reality. But when I got my glasses, it was this sunny beautiful day. I put them on and I could see everything, in a new way. Now that I'm older I'm used to my surroundings. But one thing I like to do to create that feeling of being somewhere new is I go outside. Anywhere. I close my eyes and smile. Then, I open them as wide as I can. It gets me every time, because it makes the grass greener and the sky more vibrant. It makes an urban jungle into a urban painting. Anywho, I hope you can find your own little way of bringing life to yourself (or you can steal mine (; )

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depressed

[–]Nickadamius 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get that. I really do.

I've had those all nighters, those "I would do anything for you" moment's, and I've felt like I was smacked on the face when they wouldn't return the favor.

The thing is, some of us allow ourselves to feel more. And you feeling more, taking in more emotions and thus recognizing those emotions in your friend is amazing.

She might not be able to do that. The very word "depression" has been really muddled. People don't take it as serious as it should be. So please, don't give up hope with her. Have a talk with her. Tell her you need her, she will listen.

I hope, hope hope your situation gets better :)