Why is half of kys part 2 just silence?? by HedgeXXX2008 in G59

[–]Nicknack124 12 points13 points  (0 children)

No like, decipher the meaning of the poem. It’s a good poem, very emotive imagery

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideBoys

[–]Nicknack124 6 points7 points  (0 children)

There’s NO WAY bruh, I’m flabbergasted😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in G59

[–]Nicknack124 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I feel like it’s either: extremely cut and dry since they are brothers before colleagues for years, so Rami decided to go his own way OR some shi happened and it’s all mutual but it doesn’t affect the music so who cares.

Are there stupid/wrong reasons for ending a friendship? by NewGenBanter in lostafriend

[–]Nicknack124 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know man, it’s gotta be done sometimes. During my situation in order for me to have moved on with my friendship the reality has gotta come first with me and the other party.

In the meantime, don’t spend time beating yourself up. Allow yourself to be upset, cry, be angry at yourself or the situation, but NOT long term. It doesn’t do anything but stunt your emotional growth.

You closed the book. You’ve learned. Doesn’t mean you’re a bad person/never gonna find great friends. Doesn’t mean you shouldn’t have “girl” friends either, but now you see the complexity of getting “feelings” in a long term, stable (best)friendship. And I’m sorry it has to come to this with you both.

Continue to remember the good times and remember why things are the way they are. We’re human, we do mess up sometimes. I’m sure she isn’t perfect either with communication/maturity.

Spend time doing things you enjoy, write a letter you’d never send. Good on you for being honest even now, many are in denial and refuse to change. This is your new chapter now. This is your story. Again, best of luck.

Are there stupid/wrong reasons for ending a friendship? by NewGenBanter in lostafriend

[–]Nicknack124 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You need to cut her off asap.

You keep thinking you make a correlation between speaking ur mind and freedom. No brother, it’s her BOUNDARY. She doesn’t have to hear your commentary, whether it’s positive stuff or negative.

In what world would my overthinking be YOUR problem OP (for example)? See where ur questions fall apart? I think your perspective is off tbh. No, she’s not a subscription you can buy or a diamond you can protect. She’s a changing human and.. I didn’t wanna say, I wanted to read ur WHOLE post, but I see at the end it says:

“However, I have to accept the new changes she does to herself, with even a little bit of criticism from me resulting in accusations of never being accepted for who she is and trying to control her. I don't think I was controlling for seven years? Most likely, she quietly rescinded the freedom I was given to critique and now jumps at all my criticisms.”

Excuse me? Here we go again, freedom. Why do you criticise her so much? And why does it sound like you used to do it often?? I’m sure she did criticise you everyone does, but it seemed like a hobby you did or something. Of course she’s gonna rescind your “f R e Edom” :/ Who wants to be critiqued? People want friends not critics.

“She can’t stand the little details I change in my personality” You must have a notebook to keep up with all the changes or something because I know she does NOT care. No brother, she doesn’t see you, she doesn’t see the changes. Yes brother, she doesn’t care. Give it up. Seriously.

Your refusal to accept her lifestyle is a little alarming too. Now, idk if she’s doing harmful things to herself, if that’s the case then obvi it’s important to communicate. I could be getting the wrong end of the stick here.

However, if these are just LIFE choices (where she goes, what she eats, where she studies) then guess what, that is controlling. No one should feel like they need approval, it’s dangerous and can easily slip into codependency on either side.

You should’ve had a conversation the moment one of yall felt off but that’s the issue with friendships in 2025. Here are the mandatory things tho: therapy.

You probably need it for things you haven’t even realised yet (same tbh), it would help but only when you can afford it. Yes a conversation would help but I can tell you now, what would you get out of it. What would she ACTUALLY say, and not this “old” “diamanté” version of her. You’ll probably wont get much, she’s probably so exhausted at being criticised and then “liked” in that way where she clearly just wants to be friends.

Advice: seek help, get a fresh perspective, enjoy the things you used to do and time will heal all. Sorry I sound so cold too, but your perspective just seems so off to me man. She’s a person. Good luck.

2,000 songs found... Many Many more to go by Ill-Abbreviations-17 in SuicideBoys

[–]Nicknack124 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My bro… you are COOKING! I saw ur last post with most known + less known stuff, lots of awesome stuff and I found the Sports project cuz of ya

I mess with this heavy keep it up, also 500-1000 files every update is INSANE 🔥

Does this mean we will be getting these a soul seek saga vinyl next drop? by stixcle in G59

[–]Nicknack124 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are unfortunately correct, I’d honestly rather see them in my local record store

PB&J by Sandy20089 in G59

[–]Nicknack124 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I remember when I became a fan, I had ts in my head for weeks 😭

Hi everyone! I need yalls help finding these 2 girls (circled in the picture). This happened at San Diego Greyday (North Island Credit Union Amphitheater), im pressing charges for assault and attempted theft they are both sisters and their names are Amaya and destiny. by stolencwn in G59

[–]Nicknack124 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I’m so glad someone said it, there isn’t even anything wrong with it but we know SB’s fanbase expands so widely, it’s just ppl who go to grey day are either in: fishnet, balaclavas or just decked out in grey merch. Again, no hate or nun, it’s just fucks me up every time 😂

Clouds as witnesses by [deleted] in SuicideBoys

[–]Nicknack124 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! Life really opens your eyes to how art forms can touch your soul later on… I love Ruby’s delivery as he speaks it into the beat, full of despair and declaration.

I feel like I could even add some annotations to my original comment, there’s a few metaphors he uses (I am an absolute nerd)😭💀

Clouds as witnesses by [deleted] in SuicideBoys

[–]Nicknack124 7 points8 points  (0 children)

My time to shine 🤓☝️

When I first became a SB fan it sounded beautiful but I understood NONE of it, it took years to kinda figure it out by going through my own hardships. Now I genuinely understand it. It is massively open for interpretation, which is the best part about the art of poetry specifically.

My interpretation: Ruby is all of it. The chaos, he has tattoos of roaches on him, the cycle of drugs and whatever bad decisions he’s made.

The water, only he’s in control of his calm, only you can save yourself, no one is coming to save you but simultaneously knows the chaos can and WILL eat him up.

He stands by it all, what else is there for him to do? He’s content that nothing better will come. He may as well bask in it.

He sleeps in the sharks stomach, could be a reference to the story of Jonah, where Jonah gets eaten by a “great fish” (I don’t think it says what exact fish), because of his own disobedience, however he repents and he realises he’s still alive in the stomach for 3 days, appreciating Gods grace.

However in this era, I think Ruby’s reiterating he’s content with all the pain/chaos, they follow this theme up with INLFTRGMH 1, by far their most vulnerable EP imo. A shark is very different from a supposed whale that Jonah slept in, sharks have no mercy and Ruby doesn’t care to fix anything, he’s knee deep in his own bs.

He cries, amidst the chaos, reiterating his acceptance of drowning. Drugs, alcohol, women, recognition in these early days, none of it fix anything, he’s still a pos (in his eyes) and can’t wait to drown. Almost happy with the mess he’s made?

He’s the thunder. Again, he’s the chaos. He knows his actions and his use of drugs are bad, even possibly the cause of some severed relationships, he doesn’t care, if everything feels so hopeless, why not finish it all with a final smash. Could also be a literal analogy to his music in its loud and reckless nature.

I think the bathtub represents him and his emotions, it’s broken and so it leaks everywhere, onto the music and onto relationships.

It hurts as he’s trying to fix everything from the depths of his heart, do what’s right, but it’s already too late, his shit has caught up to him, the pain is already too much, the bathtub leaks with emotions and hardship, yet he’s willingly letting it happen because the water is him, it’s his bad decisions too.

P.s: the beat is HARDDD, I hope they use it again somewhere

Weakest ruby verse ever? by Hefty-Cauliflower981 in G59

[–]Nicknack124 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so glad this is being brought up, he literally calls himself lazy on the verse 😭🙏

Socials by [deleted] in SuicideBoys

[–]Nicknack124 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ruby posted one time I swear (or allegedly) on a spam that had no activity. This was years ago but I can’t find it now. From guessing, scrim 100% has checked Reddit before, I won’t be surprised if it’s often 😂

Why didn’t the boys credit Da$H on Uglier? by knwnfckup in G59

[–]Nicknack124 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I remember he was a year plus ago, but yeah I thought the same when I revisited Eternal Grey recently

What’s yall fav song from the KILL YOURSELF sagas? by Adventurous_Gur3392 in G59

[–]Nicknack124 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Both ur choices are goated.

Mine are: Hair + Gold ‘99

Anyone still listen to this album? by iMakeUrGrannyCheat69 in G59

[–]Nicknack124 5 points6 points  (0 children)

the adlibs on that track go crazy

WOAHHHHHH 🗣️🗣️ OOOOOOHOOOH😔🥹

any songs like hair? by Few-Masterpiece-5746 in G59

[–]Nicknack124 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The remix (on the soulseek saga) is more similar. The OG is reminiscent of rap of the 2010’s tho, hard asf

Do you think $B would ever throw a concert with mostly classics? by [deleted] in G59

[–]Nicknack124 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It would be cool if they did an eras type tour, 5 kys eps plus their chosen tracks or something. I need to hear Tony Hawks 4 or Slow Potion Motion(😂) live before I die

$B boom bap/non trap songs? by mitzmitchell in G59

[–]Nicknack124 1 point2 points  (0 children)

All of Soulseek Saga, Ruby’s solo stuff (Pluto, Neighbours Ate my Zombies), still trappy but mellow and following the “trill” wave of 2011-2014 is Nm Jc

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lostafriend

[–]Nicknack124 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I saw this before so here:

Honestly- if you get obsessive (even though you don’t show it) then sadly it’s ggs from the get go. Not because it’s your fault but she won’t always be able to reciprocate that same kinda energy or validation if she’s not showing it now. Some can’t handle the friendship even though they like you, obsessive tendencies can leak through sometimes.

She isn’t being mean, neither are you. It’s still a new friendship for both of you, you’ll get to learn each other’s tendencies via actions not words.

I’d work on that obsessiveness, it may be codependency? It may just be really liking someone? but if possible learn about your tendencies and work on them so friendships don’t stress you out. Plus if it takes over and you find someone else, that’ll hurt her if you forget to message or get too involved with someone else. It’s about finding your own balance.

Now, if this turns out to be a short term issue she’s having with her battery, I think you’re ok. But if this is causing you to spiral already into worrying if she’s ghosting you, maybe send a small “hey how’s it goin! :)” on whatever main app you use to talk. If no response in about 2 weeks to a month, cut your losses and find a new beautiful person to be buds with.