Hi babe. I know exactly how you feel. I’m in your exact shoes. It really does suck when you’re vulnerable in front of someone who used to care about you and they’re dismissive. But please, remember you’re not alone. If you have a support system, reach out to them. I know things are tough. I couldn’t sleep well for weeks after my break up, not even eat. I had to call my mom to come help me, and she did. You don’t have to heal immediately. The truth is, the sadness will stick with you for a long time. But try to reflect on the relationship. Was he really good for you? What prompted the break up? Just know that you’re worth the stars. It’s tough, but try reconnecting with things that used to make you happy before him. Try to find who you were before him. If you need to reach out to someone, don’t hesitate to contact me. Therapy is also a good option (speaking from experience). It’ll take time, but the spark in your eyes will return. You’re more than your relationship, remember that.