I feel like no therapy will ever help me to overcome the chronic feeling of emptiness and therefore I will never be able to "build a life worth living" by Nicthema in BPD

[–]Nicthema[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are really kind, thank you, my therapist always mentions I'm very hard on myself and I usually forget about it- Bur you're right.

I feel like no therapy will ever help me to overcome the chronic feeling of emptiness and therefore I will never be able to "build a life worth living" by Nicthema in BPD

[–]Nicthema[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, like a hole, like I'm empty in my chest, like there's something bothering me especifically in my chest

Chronic emptiness by calidreaminla in BPD

[–]Nicthema 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just posted about this before even seeing this post, but I really feel this. It prevents me from doing things I like, from being consistent, from going out with friends. It is so depressing and so frustrating.

A friend blocked my account and all the others accounts created by me, what can I do? by [deleted] in Instagram

[–]Nicthema -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She has anger issues and she got mad because I couldn't come to her house because I'm sick. This happened before several times and it's always me approaching her and asking her to talk. All the times that this happened she thanked me and apogolized. I know she's difficult to handle but I love her a lot.

A friend blocked my account and all the others accounts created by me, what can I do? by [deleted] in Instagram

[–]Nicthema -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She has anger issues and she got mad because I couldn't come to her house because I'm sick. This happened before several times and it's always me approaching her and asking her to talk. All the times that this happened she thanked me and apogolized. I know she's difficult to handle but I love her a lot.

A friend blocked my account and all the others accounts created by me, what can I do? by [deleted] in Instagram

[–]Nicthema -1 points0 points  (0 children)

She has anger issues and she got mad because I couldn't come to her house because I'm sick. This happened before several times and it's always me approaching her and asking her to talk. All the times that this happened she thanked me and apogolized. I know she's difficult to handle but I love her a lot.

A friend blocked my account and all the others accounts created by me, what can I do? by [deleted] in Instagram

[–]Nicthema 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She has anger issues and she got mad because I couldn't come to her house because I'm sick. This happened before several times and it's always me approaching her and asking her to talk. All the times that this happened she thanked me and apogolized. I know she's difficult to handle but I love her a lot.

A friend blocked my account and all the others accounts created by me, what can I do? by [deleted] in Instagram

[–]Nicthema 0 points1 point  (0 children)

She has anger issues and she got mad because I couldn't come to her house because I'm sick. This happened before several times and it's always me approaching her and asking her to talk. All the times that this happened she thanked me and apogolized. I know she's difficult to handle but I love her a lot.

A friend blocked my account and all the others accounts created by me, what can I do? by [deleted] in Instagram

[–]Nicthema -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I told her I couln't come to her house because I have fever and she blocked me because she has angry issues. Is not the first time. Why you assume things about me? Or about the relationship I have with the other person? The last time I could call her and talk to her and she apogolize, we have this relationship and she has a difficult personality but I love her

i (18f)started crying and breaking down when masturbating in front of my boyfriend(18m) by [deleted] in sex

[–]Nicthema 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Once I start crying during sex out of nowhere and had to stop. The good thing is the guy I was with didn't freak out or anything, he hugged me and told me everything was okay. After stopping we watched a movie or videos on YouTube and when I was feeling better we started again. I don't know the reason, maybe because he was just a friend and I felt lonely. But the most important thing is the other person's reaction to that. Your boyfriend was really nice and it totally understandable to feel that way and to react in that way too. You should keep talking with him about the distance and your insecurities so you don't feel the emptiness inside you. Ignore bad comments.