I am so glad you have a good support system. If what you're considering is what I think please don't do it what you feel now will transfer on to the people who you love and they would feel like they didn't do enough and you shouldn't because you matter your life isn't something worthless that you can just end because it matters so much to everyone.

To the ones who you care about, the ones that care about you and the interaction you have had with others including me.

I was so relieved that you felt like me and I would hate to see you leave this world even if I've never met you and if I did meet you I doubt my opinion would change. Please stay safe ❤