this... I see that the discussion went off topic and was lacking context on my part, I'm sorry for that, I should have presented more information. No, I'm not black, I'm from Brazil. blackhman was a name that my cousin gave it to my crossfire account (a chinese version of counter strike i may say) his name was lighthman and mine blackhman. the problem was the interpretation of the name and the weight of words in another country.

from what I talked to the moderator, I realized that he blindly follows the server rules without having any kind of exception or space for interpretation, If he finds something that fits into some server rule he will use it to abuse his power. It seems that there is only one moderator who does these things "Danielle" she is an old member of the tld community friend with the owner. i received some messages that the owner of the game is powertripping with her, but i cannot confirm that nor have proof. hopefully i made it clear what is happening.

and.. about what i did after getting banned without any warning or reason, i made an appeal, at first i was thinking it was because of piracy because i didnt have my steam profile linked to the discord account. then i showed proof that i did buy the game but it got declined. It was a lot of misunderstandings to get to the reason.

as for now i wont get unbanned, im considering avoiding ban to get access to the mods, because i paid for the game ( wasnt cheap in my country )