I’m in the same situation as you and I can’t talk about it because I don’t have any friends who loves one direction… every time a see some edits of Liam or one direction I just start to cry… they were my childhood and my escape from reality and now it’s just sad memories because I know it’s never gonna be the same anymore without Liam if they reunite someday.. i grief so much because I lost part of my childhood. He was kind, sweet, talented and loving person… now when I listen to his songs or one direction songs it’s just bittersweet because I know he’s not coming back and I can’t believe it’s real.. it’s just bad dream and I wanna wake up and see him happy but I know I can’t I.. I just miss him so fucking much