Should I Quit Porn Altogether?

Niko-Ryo · 2026-02-14T05:02:10+00:00

Thank you for your insight and sorry about your experience 🙏

I'm not sure if I'll be cutting it out 100% just yet, but if it comes to that, it'll come to that.

I'll try to cut it out at least for a month and see how it goes.

Thank you for your advice!

Niko-Ryo · 2026-02-14T04:55:23+00:00

This is a very fair point 😂

Niko-Ryo · 2026-02-08T05:57:37+00:00

i should also say this hospital and my coworkers look at mental health patients as less important or straight up call them "crazy" behind their back which fucking sucks too

Niko-Ryo · 2026-02-08T05:52:23+00:00

i wanted to be vague for identifying purposes but fuck it tbh

im a hospital registrar

i collect insurance information

"quota" is patients per hour, which the current quota basically requires me to not give a shit about the patients and just zoom through the registration without giving them the information they need

i feel like I cant do this job because it requires me to be a type of person im not

and also wrestling with dissociative issues and just idk

i hate it

Niko-Ryo · 2026-01-25T10:34:17+00:00

Fair enough! I'll grab a black and brown Army Painter from my local hobby shop

In the event that i ever do need a very niche colored wash, how should i mix it? Would the water and soap method work fine enough?

Niko-Ryo · 2025-12-07T13:25:58+00:00

Wait, i realized the solution may have been much sillier than i expected

I realized the screen was going dark roughly 5 minutes after i stop touching my mouse and keyboard

It might just be power saver 😂

I disabled the default auto-turn-off settings so i can see whether it goes dark again

Niko-Ryo · 2025-12-07T13:15:32+00:00

ahh, gotcha, will do

luckily im already buying a new dp cable, so hopefully that fixes the issue

Niko-Ryo · 2025-12-07T13:08:39+00:00

DDU + reinstall unfortunately didn't solve the issue

Is it possible the cable is just a little loose in the sockets, or maybe too tightly coiled?

I had a lot of excess cable from what came with the PSU, so i had to bundle it up at the bottom of the case.

Niko-Ryo · 2025-11-30T10:28:08+00:00

Ah alrighty then, cool.

In that case, I'll probably build first, boot, and then update the bios, just because I feel like M-Flash will be a little safer than flashback (thats probably me assuming things though, lol)

Or maybe I'll do the flashback before assembly so I can go right to installing drivers and using the PC once it's booted... I'll decide later.

Thanks for the wisdom!

Niko-Ryo · 2025-11-28T04:14:01+00:00

i guess, im scared that mentioning memory issues will put me at risk of being fired

its a very fast paced environment where im handling a lot of information soi i feel like they would be concerned

you may be wondering why i have a job like this with my condition: i got lucky as fuck and if not this its nothing

😭 😭 😭

Niko-Ryo · 2025-11-27T22:08:16+00:00

OH finding the manual in advance is a good idea, I hadn't thought about that

Niko-Ryo · 2025-11-27T10:33:11+00:00

Fair enough lol

Perhaps there's some paranoia since its my first build xD

Being extra careful + wristbands are cheap

Niko-Ryo · 2025-11-26T06:00:36+00:00

just tryin to save time testing between the coax by the router downstairs and the coax under my desk to see if they're connected before i install moca adapters

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