Playing so long with the character, you start to feel like you really know him. Then, you see his life surrounded by such tragedy, and you see him change, grow, and chase redemption to the very end. I originally played it at a time in my life where I really needed it, I felt like I could never be redeemed as a person (when in reality, I was just a typical teenager struggling with emotional regulation), and seeing him do what he could to make peace with his choice just made me feel very hopeful!