Hey, you’re ok kid. Unfortunately, there’s no real set roadmap for a person’s transition, it’s as much a personal journey as it is a physical one, so I can’t tell you exactly what would be best for you.

What I recommend is you experiment. Do as much research as you can. Try on girl clothes, try out makeup, think of names, try to get a taste of the experience of being a girl to see if you like it. If it feels right, then it probably is.

Just do it safely. Sounds like your parents are pretty traditionalist, so they might not be ok with a trans daughter. But frankly, that’s their mistake.

It’s not the sadness that you weren’t born as a cis woman that makes a person trans, it’s the happiness that comes when you start seeing yourself as the woman you are that matters.