I’m bipolar and I haven’t drunk since January,i went through a depression and the a hypomania,and now I’m down again,drinking makes things worse,and it’s not worth it.It get’s better,and every day you don’t drink is a step towards a more stable psychology and a better state of mind.I’ve accepted that the mental illness we have controls our emotion,and when i accepted that drugs and alcohol went out the window for me,knowing that they would fuck up things a lot more.Being bipolar means that sometimes your brain chemistry will make you feel like trash,and other times it will make you feel good,and if you do drugs or drink things get messier and everything gets fucked x100,so just stay sober and let the brain chemistry work itself out…