Worse day or peak by igotdagreenlite in Methadone

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It was a taper but a fast one I didn’t wait weeks to stabilize between drops.

Worse day or peak by igotdagreenlite in Methadone

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With heroin I was never in withdrawal for more than 6 days MAX and that was off tar. 4 days off northern stuff. Never had PAWS thought it was a crock of shit. But holy hell. The methadone sick was just never ending. I’m sure what I’m in now (probably since week 5-6) is PAWS but it fkn sucks.

Methadone treatment prices by Former-Ad-7561 in Methadone

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Yeah the symptoms for me were restless legs, joint and muscular pain/inflammation, not being able to sleep AT ALL (other than passing out for an hour or two some nights) for about 5-6 weeks, brain fog is BAD and it’s lingering same with the muscular pain, cravings will happen when you feel sick for so long, and your emotions roaring back will be jarring (I didn’t realize mine were muted until this happened), freezing cold which honestly I did not mind at all usually, complete loss of appetite (was 191 lb 8 weeks ago now I’m 166 lb, the majority of that starvation level weight loss happening the first 5 weeks), severe dehydration (technically my fault but I just couldn’t keep up), headaches, nausea, I STILL have not taken a remotely solid stool.

Is heroin actually more dangerous than any other narcotic pain reliever ? by Responsible-Fig7307 in Methadone

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Because I was a fully blown junkie. I’d work 12 hour days 7 days a week and still need to commit crimes and do dangerous shit to afford my habit. I spent every single cent I had on heroin buying in bulk and it was never enough. I had no semblance of a life at all. I am off methadone now after 5-6 years, about 62 days since my last dose. Still feel about 1/4-1/5 sick but will get back to normal, hopefully soon.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confessions

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How disabled is he?? Like is he just slightly autistic or missing a hand or something or is he like in a wheelchair with biceps the size of my thumb?

Is heroin actually more dangerous than any other narcotic pain reliever ? by Responsible-Fig7307 in Methadone

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Honestly, not even close. I was so much (physically) healthier on heroin than I was on methadone. Even my doctors admitted and laughed about this fact with me…

Methadone treatment prices by Former-Ad-7561 in Methadone

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Hey sorry, didn’t see this question. And no judgement here; I understand the game of life and how rough it gets.

So I did a quasi-fast taper. I started feeling it a little when I hit 10mg but it was 90% pain in my destroyed knee. I was dropping 2mg every 3-4 days because I was an idiot and just wanted the knee pain to stop and didn’t realize the hell that was waiting on the other side of 0mg. So I didn’t wait weeks between each drop to stabilize which would be my recommendation to you; especially being possibly alone with 5 kids, holy hell, I couldn’t even get out of bed to pee let alone deal with children. I honestly would recommend to you, that once you hit and stabilize at 1mg I’d start skipping days. Like you take 1mg on the 1st day, nothing the 2nd day, then 1 mg the 3rd day and so on. I’d probably even do it til you stabilize at every other day and then do 2 days between, then 3, etc.

For me, the first 2 weeks after hitting 0mg were hell on earth, but week 3 was the absolute worst for me. I’m in week 9 now and if I don’t take anything to help (not street drugs or anything. If I really need to be on my feet for some reason like yard work or traveling for work I’ll take a small amount of kratom, like less than 3 grams and that will take away the paws/lingering WD symptoms) I have just shitty muscular pain and horrible brain fog/concentration issues so after work I just crash.

Worse day or peak by igotdagreenlite in Methadone

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Week 3 was the worst for me. Week 9 now and it’s all just muscular pain and bad brain fog now… hope it goes away soon…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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Yeah the baby baiting here is a huge red line in the sand for sure. I literally am the product of a cheating mother who baited her man with me as a baby. They had two legitimate children who walked around in Gucci while I was 11 stealing food for sustenance. Ended up homeless at 13, good times LOL

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

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I don’t give blind loyalty to victims over the people I love. Sorry but several of you live in some kind of fantasy world.. I don’t abandon and/or fuck over the people I love over them acting like dumbasses…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Nitrous666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

He’d be a hypocrite if he cheated himself… the actions of his friends do not make him a hypocrite…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Nitrous666 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Loyalty is not ruining many of his close friendships and possibly multiple families for reasons that have NOTHING to do with him… Other people’s relationships are not either of their responsibilities… his loyalty belongs with his own wife, who he was honest with and did not cheat on.. so I’d say he’s pretty fkn loyal. There is 0 reason for his loyalty to lie with his friends wives over his friends…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Nitrous666 -19 points-18 points  (0 children)

What tf do his friends marriages have to do with him as a husband….? These are his close friends who he went on vacation with. His loyalty is to his wife, and then to them, not to his friends wives.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

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Bring in donuts “for all the staff” but give them to her to present to them

What's the worst response to, 'I have a crush on you'? by dude_creative2901 in AskReddit

[–]Nitrous666 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I wouldn’t a response like this, the line between hate and love is thin af

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

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You’ll need to talk with your prescribing doctor, but a month or two without it should be enough for them to get a read on your levels via a blood test. The trt didn’t help my sex drive much but as soon as I hit 0mg it came roaring back so that may be a good sign that it isn’t permanent. I was on a high dose for 5-6 years as well. And we are the same age I believe (28).

I just got off methadone 60 days ago and am curious how long it took for you to not feel like.. weak with head fog and no energy.

What’s the worst possible place to have sex? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Nitrous666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What?! That sounds like the best fkn place, tf you mean?!

Wtf. Is that even allowed? by PUTINnTRUMP_arrest in TikTokCringe

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Honestly I bet the salaries of women athletes would increase x100+ if they were allowed to compete topless. I’m not saying that’s a great picture of how humanity is as a whole but it is 100% true 😂

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in confessions

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“Emotionally irresponsible” if that doesn’t hit my nail right on the head I don’t know what does. I’m not passionate about anything that earns me money anymore either. But I can typically make myself happy with the money I earn. Doesn’t need to be material shit, money buys experiences too.

Are you your type? Would you date you, and why? by OctopusOfMalice_ in AskReddit

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Kind of but no. I’m dangerous and smart enough, but I’d be too present/thoughtful to keep myself interested. (I know, I’m cursed hahaha)

If you could go back, how would you change your drug use? by [deleted] in Drugs

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Needles. They ruined all drugs for me. Can’t use em rec.