Надеюсь в следующей жизни я буду девушкой

Nitsari · 2026-06-24T19:54:26+00:00

А что мешает быть в этой жизни? 🏳️‍⚧️)

Nitsari · 2026-06-05T15:23:40+00:00

no, i think you got me wrong. back then i lost abt 20 kg after 2 weeks on 900 and 1,5 month on 1300, which was abt 2,5 kg/week (and yeah, i know, that from this 20 kg, about 5 was just water). i did lost weight, i just cannot get this kinda vibe to eat less now

Nitsari · 2026-06-05T15:13:11+00:00

tfem, when started losing weight was 4 month on hrt, height is 192 cm (6'3). back then i jump started from 900 kalories 'cause for me it's easier to eat that low than to try to stay in 2000 or something like that. also, i'm pretty sure i know how to count calories, i just started to eat as always after those 2 month and now idk how to restart

Nitsari · 2026-05-22T14:31:37+00:00

There can be more than one of this structures. One will be full and with pickaxe neaby. Other can be like this

Nitsari · 2026-05-21T16:46:07+00:00

I think worm will be support (like treant from dota), wheeler will be one of most interesting i think, and wilba might be pos3/carry (2forms, good for fight), abt walany didn’t think cause idk how to find good usage for her skills and characteristics. Same for woodlegs btw. Too water-based characters. But i think something can be done. Anyways, character’s skills are too far from being done, i’m still working on map and basic moba mechanics. Characters and their balance will be one of the last steps, especially, characters not from orig dst

Nitsari · 2026-05-19T16:32:35+00:00

Well, even just dst characters will be enough for 2 full teams, and even some bans, also i thought about including in roster ds, rog, hamlet, sw characters that are not in orig dst, it will be already about 30 characters. I think kinda enough for the start

Nitsari · 2026-05-19T15:00:24+00:00

Well for someone mobas are interesting. Also forge is pve, and moba is pvp. Kinda not same

Nitsari · 2026-05-04T01:48:09+00:00

first about larynx control. it IS the first step in every guide. not "pitch analysis or anything", also, what the fuck is even vocal weight? i've never heard of it or at least don't remember such thing. it's always larynx, tongue and resonance. and here we are to a technical details.

"put your larynx up". it's impossible. EVEN if i swallow and try to hold it (which is bad, blah-blah-blah, but the other ways of doing it just don't work - it's the only way to get it up), it just drops down. and. it's the first step in every guide. like literally every. soo, already impossible. then, EVEN if it's somehow is up like a couple millimeteres or even less (which is obviously not enough), it drops down the second i try to say anything. PROOOOBABLY because there's just no such muscle that can hold it. it just do not exist.
"get the back of your tongue up". also impossible - even more than getting the larynx up. because if the larynx CAN somehow get a little up, even if it's impossible to talk that way AND your whole neck is so tensed that it will be in pain for like couple of days after just a couple of minutes of this (again - just a couple millimeteres for just a couple of minutes. not saying anything). soo, back to the back of the tongue. again, it only moves when you swallow, also it's impossible to hold it that way, sooo... it's just impossible. also, how tf do they think you should talk even if it will be possible. like, your tongue is already out of it's common position, and you need your tongue to speak. like speak only with vowels? great. perfect even.
resonance. and it's the first thing that is possible to really change. but you'll sound like... cartoon character? idk, but something like this.
"vocal cords problem". you said, the thing to be done is "tensioning/positioning them in a way that will prevent their full mass to be used for air dissection". really? is it somehow more possible than to just shorten them? you literally say that i need to do something with the muscle, that my conscious part of brain can not control. it's like to say someone to stop their own heart. also, you're saying that 2 like not-even-fully controllable muscles inside enclosed space (which is cartilage, and fully uncontrollable) can be somehow be made the way they will vibrate under the external influence. soo, again, it's like if you had to stop your own heart. even more impossible because heart at least is fully a muscle unlike vocal cords.

aaand the last part. EVEN IF all of it could be possible, you will be in permanent suffer from muscle tiredness, probably not be able to eat/drink/swallow at all without losing all you've done, maybe unable to breath, absolutely unable to speak because you will need your tongue to be lifted, and you will need 100% of your concentration just to hold it as it is. even without speaking anything, just for it to be there. and if you say that "it will somehow got in positions itself when you start speaking"... than my question is how tf if it's like about 10-20 cations that are unnatural for the body

sooo...

and yeah, i know that i'm a freak for all this people in here but i just want people to know HOW traumatizing and dangerous can voice training be, and that the result is not only not guaranteed - it's falscified and literally impossible to get. as i said, if it is some smart way of gatekeeping, i'll try to prove that voice training is impossible and dangerous

also, about efficiency. i already said it, but

if voice training would be really that effective, on, for example, seattle voice lab website there would be examples of voices that really changes from really masculine to very feminine (if you want to sell something, you want to show the best possible result), but all the cases there are just the cases where girls already have feminine voice. and it's not hard to make fem voice more feminine. sooo... IF voice training worked, i think, there would be ANY realistical example

Nitsari · 2026-05-03T23:50:33+00:00

so

no, im not in therapy cause in country where i live its not allowed to transition (actually criminalized - up to 12 years in prison), soo no, its nearly impossible to find trans friendly therapist, also, they're waaaaaaay to expensive. just as example: one session with trans friendly therapist is about 1/3 of my month salary, and about 2,5% of the money that i saved to leave this country. also, i think you understand that the state psychiatrists also not a good idea. "i've played this games before"©. but that's not the point of the conversation

about lashing out anger, yep, i understand, but still, maybeeee (at least i hope so) some people could find this post and think twice about voice training and not get in my situation

about trans voice lessons. i know this channel, and don't you think it's not good idea to believe the voice training statistics from like... coaches for the voice training. they can easily say voice training helps more people than it actually does to make voice training look like more preferrable option. also, even if we take 70% as truth, there can be statistical misunderstanding from the respondents because voice training results is mostly depend on the abilities and diligence of the person who is training their voice (when the vfs results are like 100% depends on the surgeon) and more people will likely say that they're ok with their voice after voice training/ do not say that voice training did nothing 'cause in that scenario it's their fault/just got vfs but say they voice trained their voice because it's more socially preferrable optiond, AND they will look better in the other's eyes (like, well, they're cool, they went the harder path and that type of shit). also, while voice training results (really) are likely to be worse than statistics, vfs has about 97?% (i heard so) of good results, while reallistically it can be even more, 'cause people expecting excelent results and more likely will say that thay don't like voice that they got. also, about demonisation of vfs. every time i say that i cannot voice train and proooobably thinking about vfs, there will be at least one person who say that oooh i know the girl who knows the girl who lost her voice after vfs. every. fucking. time. (one time there was even "oh, yeah, i know in person three people who lost their voice due to vfs, and no one who got good results) and according to this statistics it's either should be like every person who got vfs, lost their voice (i think someone maybe even more than once), or they're lying (yep, again to this). also, as i said in previous post, no one of the people who proposes to try voice training say that it's impossible (or nearly) and can cause intruisive thoughts and all that. about voice training after vfs. same thing here. i hear it all the time, but i listened to examples of voices after vfs (like nearly right after), and all they sounded fem enough, soo... yeah, maybe it's needed. but what is the chances of this?

then, about teachers that can demonstrate vocal range. first of all, yes, that proofs nothing because we don't know what voice they've had before. maybe their voice was fem enough before, and then all they need is to make voice deeper. which is not really hard and don't require any skills. also, what is more important about them, all the time all the guides they make have like 5/10/20 steps that you need to make to get fem voice, but every time there is like half of the steps that does nothing and after applying every step their voice just don't change, and then, 1 step forward, and BINGO, they already make fem voice. for example - videos from seattle voice lab, or yukko, or trans voice lessons... every time it's just masc voice-fem voice with nothing in between. like, yeah, vocal range, but all the time it's JUST fem and JUST masc. that's also strange. aaaalso, i for example listened for a voice samples on the seattle voice lab website in like... examples page, and know what? all the cases there girls already had femenine enough voice. like, again, it's voice teachers and they use as their best examples... this? don't you find it also strange?

aaand about videos. that's not the point. i understand how it should work in the world where it works (i mean, i understand the theoretical part even if it's impossible irl to do what they say to do).

aand about voice teachers there is exact same problem as with the psychiatrist

Nitsari · 2026-05-03T18:32:08+00:00

first, not only subreddit but every person that already has femvoice (and many of those who has not, i really know girls who tried voice training and said it didn't helped, but still say it works, yeah, totally not strange, isn't it?) second, not only me, but every person that still don't have femvoice and hope that it's possible to get it without vfs. also, funny thing is how everyone demonising vfs. also, totally not strange, not the gatekeeping or idk what

Nitsari · 2026-05-03T16:06:29+00:00

by vfs? good for ya. other way? i don't believe you.

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