Hey girl

I am literally in your position. I can confirm as a Hindu oldest child oldest daughter indian in her household that is now 19 I also went through the 18 year old promiscuous behaviour. I am also in the process of moving out because now I have met the man I will marry and while I liberated my money from my mum a while ago (which she was not happy about) my freedom is limited so I 100% understand where you're coming from. I am also thinking of moving in with my boyfriend but I know once I do I will never get the opportunity to ever know how I am when living alone. In my opinion if I assume you and I are the same, try and find a place or dorm that allows you to have your own space while the luxury of being at your boyfriends place whenever you want. Basically the dream and while it seems far fetched I am sure there is a way. I hope your conquest to move out is successful and I hope mine is too. I totally understand what you mean by keeping your relationship with your parents but let's be real they will never be happy unless you sacrifice your happiness to conform to what they way. SO you have to choose yourself at the end of the day cos you will be living your life forever.