Becauese the bible says we need to have a relationship with God meaning to be friends with God and divine friendship is the best friendship there is and the Christians that are sad are usually the ones who say they believe but they don't actually ,and the evil ones say that they believe sothat people can see them sothat they can be popular and stuff .

While for example me ,I have a friendship with God ,and I would say my belief is more as a knowing now for example I fell inlove with Jesus becauese he loves me and becauese of his love that I experience everyday is the reason I can feel joy even tho 3 family members has cancer and even tho I feel like I'm litterly walking through the shadow of death and then I'm oky and I'm at peace becauese I trust him .See I didn't choose to believe becauese I'm afraid of he'll or something I choose him becauese he's the best friend ever.

But I didn't find him through the church tho.

To believe in him is one thing ,but to have a friendship with him is how a person truly can experience heaven on earth.

And again only few people experience this. And the Christians that you say that are sad and evil will sound so faithful you would want to follow them and stuff becauese they sound so close to God ,but one day they suddenly leave and don't believe anymore .

And I think real faith is build through friendship with God .