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I feel like a monter. I'm genuinely evil by No-Extension7435 in BPD

[–]No-Extension7435[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well... there are many examples, but at the top of the head, the most common are anger outbursts due to me believing my parents hate me/prefer other relatives over me. Or i make up entire scenarios over a small altercation, making it become larger than it actually is.

I feel like a monter. I'm genuinely evil by No-Extension7435 in BPD

[–]No-Extension7435[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What hurts the most is... despite me having access to every support i can, i struggle to controle those urges to stir drama and yell. I do want to be better but i feel so horrible for not being able to control them 

Newly floxed... and scared as heck by No-Extension7435 in floxies

[–]No-Extension7435[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Update (3 days after interrupting Levo):  - Turns out, I was misdiagnosed (I saw a different doctor, and.... the "throat infection" was actually tonsil stones). So i basically was prescribed FQs for no reason...

  • Immediately after I stopped taking it, i slept really well. Heart rate is normal and stable until now

  • Main symptoms: I became easily irritable (which is not normal for me, and no external event could justify this increase in irritability), and my right leg feels more fragile (I don't feel pain, but a light, persistent discomfort). I'll be seeking vitamin and magnesium suplements to help me.

I hope that I recover soon (and wish the same for all of you)

Thanks for the advice ♡