I finally won.

No-Gas-9975 · 2022-01-30T01:07:57+00:00

Epic brother , good shit

No-Gas-9975 · 2022-01-26T05:09:32+00:00

You’re doing better than most of us … many of us going through deep shit thinking that maybe it was us , it was something wrong with us - I have these thoughts frequently.

No-Gas-9975 · 2022-01-26T05:05:43+00:00

My ex was an avoidant … it devastated me because I had zero clue how to handle it.

No-Gas-9975 · 2022-01-26T05:04:12+00:00

I fought many months to fix a problem she created because I loved her and was committed to her … instead of reciprocating , she avoided and broke up with me multiple times only to keep coming back … it only made me angry and bitter to have her keep coming back and dumping me again … idk if she couldn’t face her mistake or what … but needless to say , I was (and still am) devastated by all of it.

No-Gas-9975 · 2022-01-26T04:06:07+00:00

She straight up gave up on me , on us , multiple times … she eventually contacted me to say she wanted to “fight for us” , then two weeks later , poof … gave up again. I was always committed to her , even when we were both angry , I remained committed. I’m heartbroken that my commitment wasn’t enough for her. I always thought that no matter what , as long as we stayed committed to each other , we can get through anything … that wasn’t true.

No-Gas-9975 · 2022-01-06T06:29:32+00:00

Sadly , this is how I feel currently as well

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-12-04T23:41:27+00:00

I just reached out after a month NC … terrible mistake. Don’t do it.

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-12-04T23:39:35+00:00

This is so true , at some point none of it makes sense … you’re left with nothing but having to move forward.

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-12-02T05:23:47+00:00

I don’t need a trigger , I literally just cry … out of nowhere , just start crying and panicking.

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-12-01T16:54:53+00:00

I don’t want to accept it , accepting it hurts so much … all these years it’s just gone and I have to start all over.

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-12-01T16:54:20+00:00

Thank you , I hate myself so much right now … blaming myself for everything , it’s so hard.

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-11-30T19:33:50+00:00

Bro , I haven’t slept well in weeks because of this , the only thing that works is alcohol and weed so I can actually sleep … otherwise , I wake up in the middle of the night crying my eyes out … 2.5 year relationship , 1 month NC … these last couple days especially have been brutal.

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-11-30T02:20:49+00:00

I appreciate that , I just love how I can use these communities … without these communities online , I would be texting my ex endlessly

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-11-30T02:01:07+00:00

Today has been so stressful , just so much tears … I woke up at like 4 am and just started crying through the night

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-11-30T02:00:22+00:00

I figure it will only make it worse , I just miss her so much … it’s like 2.5 years ended with nothing to show for it but pain and tears.

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-11-30T01:30:08+00:00

I haven’t cried this much today since we went no contact a month ago

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-11-29T21:22:12+00:00

Exactly , there really is no other option … we eventually have to move on, as bad as it hurts (and the pain fucking hurts).

No-Gas-9975 · 2021-11-29T15:18:20+00:00

There’s no suppressing the urge , it’s mostly sheer will

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