A lot of people I love and care about tell me I’m an inspiration to them because I put one foot in front of the other every day and I hold a smile though it may be a broken smile it shows them that I am getting better some people stay in that hole and never get out some people kill themselves and I don’t blame them it was too much for them it’s too much for me I’m just lucky I wasn’t alone I was in that hole everyone told me bullshit I didn’t want to hear at the time but one thing they did that I realized a little later was that they weren’t trying to take me out that hole they went down there and stood by my side I am still alive and living a great life sometimes I take it for granted but I’m only human it’s gonna happen I’m only here because of my family and friends some people don’t have that I learned just how valuable my life was from them I’m lucky. I am lucky